today it bubbles tomorrow it pops
That was a saying from Matt.
He got out of Boot Camp(star program) a week ago.
Which I guess is all fine and dandy.
Hes got a car and what not.
I guess I'm required to hang with him.
I told him if hes changed I'll be his friend.
I dunno about all that mess we'll see what happens.
I find myself missing certain parts of my life.
Luckally the thoughts never answer when I call.
Things are going pretty swell in my life right now.
I guess I don't really have any complaints.
Work is going alright.
My debit card is back in my hands.
I'm got control on my life again.
Bills are being paid.
However I did go over on my last phone bill. :-\
But I guess things could be worse.
Things between me and piper are going great.
Neither one of us is in a crazy rush for anything.
But she really seems to get me sometimes.
Almost to the point where I don't feel the need to talk.
Shes a great girl and I'm happy to get to know her.
But beyond that I guess I'm alittle depressed.
I'm not sure what from.
But I guess my mind is just full of life.
Everyday its being pulled from one way to another.
Computers have been on my mind alot too.
I've been screwing with them every second I have free time.
I actually haven't been listening to much music.
That is probably what is causing my depression.
Its also might be the vibe I get at piper's house.
Seems no one there is happy ever.
I know piper has the potential to be happy.
Maybe someday I could help her see the light.
I guess I'm searching myself right now.
There was small bits of drama between us.
But life will find a way to work its self out.
Either way I'm still happy to be who I am.
I don't want to die quite yet.
I can't type I have to work my 9-4 tomorrow.
Hope you have a good night.
I misee you randy alot.
BYE.
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WHY?
IT HURTS
Music: misc rap.....
Mood: holy
He got out of Boot Camp(star program) a week ago.
Which I guess is all fine and dandy.
Hes got a car and what not.
I guess I'm required to hang with him.
I told him if hes changed I'll be his friend.
I dunno about all that mess we'll see what happens.
I find myself missing certain parts of my life.
Luckally the thoughts never answer when I call.
Things are going pretty swell in my life right now.
I guess I don't really have any complaints.
Work is going alright.
My debit card is back in my hands.
I'm got control on my life again.
Bills are being paid.
However I did go over on my last phone bill. :-\
But I guess things could be worse.
Things between me and piper are going great.
Neither one of us is in a crazy rush for anything.
But she really seems to get me sometimes.
Almost to the point where I don't feel the need to talk.
Shes a great girl and I'm happy to get to know her.
But beyond that I guess I'm alittle depressed.
I'm not sure what from.
But I guess my mind is just full of life.
Everyday its being pulled from one way to another.
Computers have been on my mind alot too.
I've been screwing with them every second I have free time.
I actually haven't been listening to much music.
That is probably what is causing my depression.
Its also might be the vibe I get at piper's house.
Seems no one there is happy ever.
I know piper has the potential to be happy.
Maybe someday I could help her see the light.
I guess I'm searching myself right now.
There was small bits of drama between us.
But life will find a way to work its self out.
Either way I'm still happy to be who I am.
I don't want to die quite yet.
I can't type I have to work my 9-4 tomorrow.
Hope you have a good night.
I misee you randy alot.
BYE.
>>>
WHY?
IT HURTS
Music: misc rap.....
Mood: holy