The Moment [13/17]
Title: The Moment [1317]
Rating: R,
Genre: Smut, Drama, Romance, Angst.
Summary: Henry just wants to figure out what true love is. With 3 men running after him, he never knows whats going to happen. But after a strong abuse from fellow band mates, Henry is afraid to admit the truth hiding in himself, and to the others. Now that Henry is back home can he ever admit to his parents about his hectic life he's been having back in Korea? Afraid of what might happen Henry turns to someone he never thought he would. How this this story play out as Henry tries to find himself.
Couples: YeHen, broken!HenHae, EunHae, various ninja couples >>
WARNING: This story brings up a lot of ONLY13, Forever15. PLEASE Do not comment on this subject
Eh it's kinda over
Yesung:
I tried to keep out the thoughts of Henry leaving. Why would he all drag us to Canada if he was planning to leave? Afterall, this whole trip idea was to become stronger as a band, as a faimly. I closed the door quietly staring down at him.
"I love you." I said softly and then walked off.
I ran down the stairs and up the other side where the other members were sleeping. I quickly found myself running head onto Donghae. Donghae looked me up and down, his eyes bloodshot.
"Where were you last night?" Donghae asked holding me against the wall.
"No where, in my room, why?" I lied.
"No you weren't. I just talked to Ryeowook. Where the hell where you?" Donghae's grip on my shirt tightened.
"I was with Henry." I could sense that it wasn't the answer Donghae was wanting, but it was obvious to everyone that's where I would be. I needed to be there for him as much as I could.
"Why?" Donghae let me go and I straightend out looked back at him.
"Because I love -"
"ITS NOT FAIR!" Donghae screamed. It rang through the hallways. Quickly everyone came rushing out. Eunhyuk fled to Donghae's said holding him. Donghae pushed him away. "I've been there for him longer than anybody I know. I can't understand why it's not me whose not by his side. Why isn't it me?"
I looked down at the ground, confused to why he was attacking me. Afterall- didn't Henry flat out tell Donghae how he felt?
"It's not like that Hae, calm down."
"NO! Answer me."
"Just calm down Dong-" Before I could finish I felt a strong punch to my face. My hands clentched shut and I stared up at him. Blood ran down my nose dripping down my chin onto my shirt.
"WHY THE FUCK DOESN'T HE LOVE ME!?" Donghae screamed. Soon Eunhyuk grabbed Donghae turning him so they were facing each other. "Why?"
"BECAUSE HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU." I screamed standing up. Donghae fell into Eunhyuks arms. The whole hallway went silent. And all that we could here was a murmur from Eunhyuk: "I love you Hae."
Henry:
I woke only to hear a small knock on my door. I looked around to see Yesung had left, and the sun was now fully peaked. I shoved the blankets off of me and slowly stood up stretching. Another knock.
"Come in." I yawned stretching. I couldn't believe my father would embarass me like that. I knew I could never forgive him for the things he said to me, and not just that, the things he called Yesung. After my mind went straight I looked at the door way to see Ryeowook standing in the doorway.
"Henry!" Ryeowook exclaimed running in the room giving me a warm hug.
"Hey-yah Wook."
"I just wanted to see how you were." He smiled bringing himself into the room and sitting down on the mess of blankets that laid there.
"I'm fine now." I stood there silently finally agreeing with myself to sit down on the blankets with him. "How's Yesung?"
"Pretty good. Considering Donghae gave him a blood nose this morning." Ryeowook blurted as he stretched.
"What happened there?"
"Nothing much, besides Donghae is in denail. What did you say to him?"
"Nothing at all really. I just told him I wasn't in love with him. That I couldn't be with him." I coughed. My mind traced back to the night before. Everything before Yesung was such a blur to me I didn't even want to think of it. "I hope he's okay though."
"I think he will be." Ryeowook leaned back on his arms relaxing finally. I laid myself down setting my head on his legs smiling up at him.
"Ryeowook?"
"Yeah?" He smiled softly.
"Can I talk to you about something?" I asked nuzzling my head deeper into his lap.
"As long as I can talk to you about something."
"Sure, I just want to go first." I closed my eyes trying to keep back the tears from what I wanted to say to him.
"Before I left to go to Korea I had one of the best options I could go with at the time force upon me." I sat up staring Ryeowook in the eyes. "My old violin instructor wanted me to work for him teaching violin to little kids."
Ryeowooks face became stoic. And ever-so-slowly I began to cry.
"Now that I've been back home, I've realized how much my life has changed." I paused rubbing my eyes to keep away the tears. "It makes me realize all that I've worked for could be crushed in a minute."
Ryeowook shook his head leaning into hold me.
"And now I'm thinking, that maybe, just maybe. I should stay here." I let my tears out as Ryeowok began to wrap his arms around me. I wrapped mine around his slim body and nuzzled into his shoulder crying harder. "It's not like I won't miss you, I'll miss all of you guys so much, I just..."
"You can't leave us." Ryeowook cried into my ear. "You can't leave because we love you. I love you so much Henry, you just can't give up like that. I need you with me, no matter what."
"I'm sorry Ryeowook it's what I'm strongly leaning towards right now." I said as I broke apart from the embrace. "The only thing keeping me with you guys right now is Yesung."
"Don't- Don't say anything more."
I looked up at the slim figure that had rose from the blankets. Ryeowook looked down on me, his eyes just as red as mine where.
"I'm tired of everything being about Yesung." Ryeowook seemed to yell at me. "I'm tired of it only because, I love you more than anybody else could."
Ryeowook:
In all honesty, I didn't want tos ee him anymore. His mind was so closed, he was unaware of so many things. He was unaware of so much that it killed me to even look at him.
"What's wrong?" Henry demanded. I shook my head and walked to the door.
"Open your eyes Henry." I begged doing my best to hold back my tears. "Yesung isn't the only person."
I moved away from the door going to the window looking at out at the beautiful sky. I looked bak at the boy still sitting in the blankets.
"From day one, Sungmin and I have been there for you." I tried to mutter my best. "I've always been at your side constantly-it's not because I'm your brother, or your secret lover at night. It's becase I love you Henry."
He shook his head standing up. He slowly came towards me.
"I'm sorry Wook - I - I really am." I couldn't help but to hold the boy in my arms- no matter how mad i was at him- I would always hold him.
"It's fine, I don't blame you for falling in love with Yesung-he's a great guy, and he always means well." I began, patting his back. "He really is amazing in every way possible, and he's almost perfect for you. I just wish that could have been me. I expect Donghae feels the same. Just realize that we all love you, we all want you here with us."
He squeezed my body tightly.
"And I'll always be there for you-if you're by my side."
The mood finally lifted. Our eyes had returned to their normal color. He softly lay against me as I sat up looking around the room.
"Wook?" Henry broke the silence, still staring up at the ceiling.
"Hmm?" I managed to hum before I fully woke from the dazy stage I was in.
"My parents- they- they aren't over bearing are they?"
I smiled slightly shaking my head.
"No, they jsut don't understand us, they don't understand you." I said hoping to calm him down.
"I know. I jsut feel like this whole trip ahsn't been fun for you guys."
"Are you kidding! On the contrary. While you were sleeping this morning your mom took all of us out to eat. she even showed us around. She has a good heart, and she's just over protective." I held him close playing with his hair has he laid on my lap.
"She's always been laid back like that. She just agrees all the time with my father. And that just messes her up."
"Don't worry about your mom. She loves you so much. She even gave Teukie-hyung the right to take care of you while we're back in Korea." I couldn't help but to smile knowing that we were all going to be a tighter family.
"If I do return..."
Henry's mood seemed negative. As if he wasn't telling us the whole truth again. I sat there for a while playing with his hair finally sighing.
"I think if you talked to your dad things would be better." I suggested. Fear drowned in his eyes. "I'll even go with you. Your mom trusts us, you just need to convince your father."
Suddenly Henry shot up walking to the door.
"Ryeowook, thanks. I'll meet you guys later at supper." And just like that I heard the door slam and him running down the hallways. The only thing that I could do, was pray that he was strong enough to do this on his own.
A/N:
After updating last time, I realized I couldn't stop writing. Thank you all for your love and support. I hope this doesn't seem to drag. Only 4 parts left! Will Henry and Yesung have a happily ever after? Will Henry go back to Korea? Will Henry's father accept him? What tricks does the gang have up their sleeve!?
Rating: R,
Genre: Smut, Drama, Romance, Angst.
Summary: Henry just wants to figure out what true love is. With 3 men running after him, he never knows whats going to happen. But after a strong abuse from fellow band mates, Henry is afraid to admit the truth hiding in himself, and to the others. Now that Henry is back home can he ever admit to his parents about his hectic life he's been having back in Korea? Afraid of what might happen Henry turns to someone he never thought he would. How this this story play out as Henry tries to find himself.
Couples: YeHen, broken!HenHae, EunHae, various ninja couples >>
WARNING: This story brings up a lot of ONLY13, Forever15. PLEASE Do not comment on this subject
Eh it's kinda over
Yesung:
I tried to keep out the thoughts of Henry leaving. Why would he all drag us to Canada if he was planning to leave? Afterall, this whole trip idea was to become stronger as a band, as a faimly. I closed the door quietly staring down at him.
"I love you." I said softly and then walked off.
I ran down the stairs and up the other side where the other members were sleeping. I quickly found myself running head onto Donghae. Donghae looked me up and down, his eyes bloodshot.
"Where were you last night?" Donghae asked holding me against the wall.
"No where, in my room, why?" I lied.
"No you weren't. I just talked to Ryeowook. Where the hell where you?" Donghae's grip on my shirt tightened.
"I was with Henry." I could sense that it wasn't the answer Donghae was wanting, but it was obvious to everyone that's where I would be. I needed to be there for him as much as I could.
"Why?" Donghae let me go and I straightend out looked back at him.
"Because I love -"
"ITS NOT FAIR!" Donghae screamed. It rang through the hallways. Quickly everyone came rushing out. Eunhyuk fled to Donghae's said holding him. Donghae pushed him away. "I've been there for him longer than anybody I know. I can't understand why it's not me whose not by his side. Why isn't it me?"
I looked down at the ground, confused to why he was attacking me. Afterall- didn't Henry flat out tell Donghae how he felt?
"It's not like that Hae, calm down."
"NO! Answer me."
"Just calm down Dong-" Before I could finish I felt a strong punch to my face. My hands clentched shut and I stared up at him. Blood ran down my nose dripping down my chin onto my shirt.
"WHY THE FUCK DOESN'T HE LOVE ME!?" Donghae screamed. Soon Eunhyuk grabbed Donghae turning him so they were facing each other. "Why?"
"BECAUSE HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU." I screamed standing up. Donghae fell into Eunhyuks arms. The whole hallway went silent. And all that we could here was a murmur from Eunhyuk: "I love you Hae."
Henry:
I woke only to hear a small knock on my door. I looked around to see Yesung had left, and the sun was now fully peaked. I shoved the blankets off of me and slowly stood up stretching. Another knock.
"Come in." I yawned stretching. I couldn't believe my father would embarass me like that. I knew I could never forgive him for the things he said to me, and not just that, the things he called Yesung. After my mind went straight I looked at the door way to see Ryeowook standing in the doorway.
"Henry!" Ryeowook exclaimed running in the room giving me a warm hug.
"Hey-yah Wook."
"I just wanted to see how you were." He smiled bringing himself into the room and sitting down on the mess of blankets that laid there.
"I'm fine now." I stood there silently finally agreeing with myself to sit down on the blankets with him. "How's Yesung?"
"Pretty good. Considering Donghae gave him a blood nose this morning." Ryeowook blurted as he stretched.
"What happened there?"
"Nothing much, besides Donghae is in denail. What did you say to him?"
"Nothing at all really. I just told him I wasn't in love with him. That I couldn't be with him." I coughed. My mind traced back to the night before. Everything before Yesung was such a blur to me I didn't even want to think of it. "I hope he's okay though."
"I think he will be." Ryeowook leaned back on his arms relaxing finally. I laid myself down setting my head on his legs smiling up at him.
"Ryeowook?"
"Yeah?" He smiled softly.
"Can I talk to you about something?" I asked nuzzling my head deeper into his lap.
"As long as I can talk to you about something."
"Sure, I just want to go first." I closed my eyes trying to keep back the tears from what I wanted to say to him.
"Before I left to go to Korea I had one of the best options I could go with at the time force upon me." I sat up staring Ryeowook in the eyes. "My old violin instructor wanted me to work for him teaching violin to little kids."
Ryeowooks face became stoic. And ever-so-slowly I began to cry.
"Now that I've been back home, I've realized how much my life has changed." I paused rubbing my eyes to keep away the tears. "It makes me realize all that I've worked for could be crushed in a minute."
Ryeowook shook his head leaning into hold me.
"And now I'm thinking, that maybe, just maybe. I should stay here." I let my tears out as Ryeowok began to wrap his arms around me. I wrapped mine around his slim body and nuzzled into his shoulder crying harder. "It's not like I won't miss you, I'll miss all of you guys so much, I just..."
"You can't leave us." Ryeowook cried into my ear. "You can't leave because we love you. I love you so much Henry, you just can't give up like that. I need you with me, no matter what."
"I'm sorry Ryeowook it's what I'm strongly leaning towards right now." I said as I broke apart from the embrace. "The only thing keeping me with you guys right now is Yesung."
"Don't- Don't say anything more."
I looked up at the slim figure that had rose from the blankets. Ryeowook looked down on me, his eyes just as red as mine where.
"I'm tired of everything being about Yesung." Ryeowook seemed to yell at me. "I'm tired of it only because, I love you more than anybody else could."
Ryeowook:
In all honesty, I didn't want tos ee him anymore. His mind was so closed, he was unaware of so many things. He was unaware of so much that it killed me to even look at him.
"What's wrong?" Henry demanded. I shook my head and walked to the door.
"Open your eyes Henry." I begged doing my best to hold back my tears. "Yesung isn't the only person."
I moved away from the door going to the window looking at out at the beautiful sky. I looked bak at the boy still sitting in the blankets.
"From day one, Sungmin and I have been there for you." I tried to mutter my best. "I've always been at your side constantly-it's not because I'm your brother, or your secret lover at night. It's becase I love you Henry."
He shook his head standing up. He slowly came towards me.
"I'm sorry Wook - I - I really am." I couldn't help but to hold the boy in my arms- no matter how mad i was at him- I would always hold him.
"It's fine, I don't blame you for falling in love with Yesung-he's a great guy, and he always means well." I began, patting his back. "He really is amazing in every way possible, and he's almost perfect for you. I just wish that could have been me. I expect Donghae feels the same. Just realize that we all love you, we all want you here with us."
He squeezed my body tightly.
"And I'll always be there for you-if you're by my side."
The mood finally lifted. Our eyes had returned to their normal color. He softly lay against me as I sat up looking around the room.
"Wook?" Henry broke the silence, still staring up at the ceiling.
"Hmm?" I managed to hum before I fully woke from the dazy stage I was in.
"My parents- they- they aren't over bearing are they?"
I smiled slightly shaking my head.
"No, they jsut don't understand us, they don't understand you." I said hoping to calm him down.
"I know. I jsut feel like this whole trip ahsn't been fun for you guys."
"Are you kidding! On the contrary. While you were sleeping this morning your mom took all of us out to eat. she even showed us around. She has a good heart, and she's just over protective." I held him close playing with his hair has he laid on my lap.
"She's always been laid back like that. She just agrees all the time with my father. And that just messes her up."
"Don't worry about your mom. She loves you so much. She even gave Teukie-hyung the right to take care of you while we're back in Korea." I couldn't help but to smile knowing that we were all going to be a tighter family.
"If I do return..."
Henry's mood seemed negative. As if he wasn't telling us the whole truth again. I sat there for a while playing with his hair finally sighing.
"I think if you talked to your dad things would be better." I suggested. Fear drowned in his eyes. "I'll even go with you. Your mom trusts us, you just need to convince your father."
Suddenly Henry shot up walking to the door.
"Ryeowook, thanks. I'll meet you guys later at supper." And just like that I heard the door slam and him running down the hallways. The only thing that I could do, was pray that he was strong enough to do this on his own.
A/N:
After updating last time, I realized I couldn't stop writing. Thank you all for your love and support. I hope this doesn't seem to drag. Only 4 parts left! Will Henry and Yesung have a happily ever after? Will Henry go back to Korea? Will Henry's father accept him? What tricks does the gang have up their sleeve!?