The Moment [9/?]
Title: The Moment [9/?]
Rating: R, NC-17
Genre: Smut, Drama, Romance, Angst.
Summary: Henry just wants to figure out what true love is. With 3 men running after him, he never knows whats going to happen. But after a strong abuse from fellow band mates, Henry is afraid to admit the truth hiding in himself, and to the others. Now that Henry is back home can he ever admit to his parents about his hectic life he's been having back in Korea? Afraid of what might happen Henry turns to someone he never thought he would. How this this story play out as Henry tries to find himself.
Couples: YeHen, broken!HenHae, EunHae, various ninja couples >>
WARNING: This story brings up a lot of ONLY13, Forever15. PLEASE Do not comment on this subject Eh it's kinda over.
Henry:
I watched as they all stared in awe as they walked up the staris. Mumbles of Korean flooded the hallways with oo's and ah's. I followed them up but turned to the right as they continued up the stairs on the left. I watched them slowly as the last peron, Donghae, turned the corner waving goodbye. I hung my head scratching my neck. I looked up to the right and childhood memories blocked out the thoughts of Donghae.
Trophies and awards filled the walls my name on each one. Every gold and silver figure disgusted me. It was everything I never wanted to see again. I wanted to forget what I had left behind. I let my hand race the windows that protected them as I walked down the hallway until I passed my room. I paused infront of it looking in before I finally too step in. Music books covered the walls that held the windows. My bed on the far left infront of it all, my violins facing me.
I fell to my knees holding my head. Pain flodded my body as if my back was protesting me being there. My head began to ache along with my burning back and my heart felt heavy. Tears flooded down my cheeks.
"Henry wake up!" A shreiking voice woke me from my sleep.
"What are you doing to yourself?!" It came through my doors staring down on me. I pulled the blankets over my head. I heard my doors being burst pen. Strong cold hands grabbed my shirt pulling me up at the neck.
"First you learn the violin- we gave you everything you wanted and now your dancing?" My fathers voice woke up any part of me that was still sleeping. His hand raised slapping my face hard. The stinging sensation continued as tears began to fall. "You have everything set for you just stick to what we agree on and you'll be fine. You dont' need anything else."
I opened my eyes and and stood up. The clock laying by my bed shone bright red numberstelling me was late for supper. I stood up quickly, smiled, and left. As long as I would leave the room I would be okay.
Yesung:
We all sat anxiously waiting for Henry to come to the able. His parents sat there as if it was normal that their son was missing. My fingers tapped rapidly against the table. Each tap reminding me that he wasn't there. I scooted my chair out and bowed. I ran up the stairs closing my eyes. I hard pressure rammed against my shoulder. I opened my eyes to see Henry's head resting in my shoulder.
Henry looked at me. I could tell from his eyes that he had been crying. His expression changed as he looked at me longer. I backed up and stared at him. His jeans with all sizes of holes let his pale skine shine through. His long white tank rested on his hips, hanging off of his shoulders his bandages slightly showing underneath.
He flicked his hair out of his face stepping down closer to me. My breathing increased. His face brushed against mine quickly as he kissed me.
"Come on, lets go!" He said taking my hand as we walked back to the dinning room. I never wanted this to end. But as we walked in his grip tightened. His parents stared at him and the more childish he acted.
I sat down- Henry at my side and he exhaled loudly. His father rose looking at him eye to eye. Henry looked away quickly. His eyes looked at me pleeding for help. I wanted to help him- but I know I coudn't unless he helped me understand. Unless he was all mine. I felt I could only make everything go away when it was just the two of us.
Leeteuk:
"What took you so long?" Henry's father's voice boomed shocking us all. My head quickly jolted towards Henry making sure was alright. His eyes wide, his breathing uneven. He bowed his head in respect.
"I'm sorry." His mummble seemed to scream with power. His dad's eyes kept staring at the boy. THe boy's voice started up again. "My back began to hurt so I laid on my bed-and I fell asleep --I'm sorry."
Pain shot through my bedy and guilt soon followed.
"What's wrong with your back?" His mother spoke up concern hidden in the strict tone.
"Nothing--I just fell." He continued to let his head as he fiddled with his bangs.
"You fell? How can a fall hurt your back that much?" She stood up-her voice sounding more and more like yelling
"Please, we were all practicing and the floor was slick. He fell with his violin, dropping it and he landed on top it. Siwon treated him-he's fine now besides minor pain and scarring." I explained so Henry didn't have to. I felt like it was my duty. I needed to defend him.I bowed my head in respect hoping it would be a formal sign of an apology.
"Who are you to talk to me while we are talking to our son?" Again Henry's father startled us all, he was now full of rage.
"See! Look at what you've done to yourself Henry. You threw away everything when you left home." His mom pointed at him fermly and tears fell down her cheeks.
I quickly glanced around the table to make sure everyone was alright. I looked at the dazed looks, they all seemed to look at at me as if I had the answer to the questions in their head.
"No I didn't." Henry pounded his fists on the table making everyone jump. "You hid me from everything. I had nothing. I have freedom while doing something I love."
"You know very well we wanted to you stay here." They argued back.
"To keep me locked up-you guys don't ever listen to me!"
"We let you have your violin and participate in all those contests. What more did you want?!"
"To do what I'm doing now!"
"This lifestyle is destroying you!"
"NO!" He screamed back harshly breathing increasing. "YOU ARE!"
They shot painful words back and forth for sometime until I opened my mouth letting my voice raise over theirs.
"Listen, your son is amazing at what he does. We wouldn't have it any other way. We wouldn't be as big as we are with out his help. We love him. He's part of our family. You should be proud at what he does."
His parents took their seat and exhaled. I too took my seat and watched them carefully.
"We are sorry." His mothers voice entered our ears.
I looked over at Henry. He was breathing heavily. I knew he had been through the one thing he didn't want to happen. I knew how much he was hoping we weren't going to see this happen. He stood up and ran out of the room. Donghae soon followed. I looked at Henry's seat, next to it was Yesung whose head was hung. I could sense something was uneasy about him. I just couldn't figure out what.
Yesung:
Screams came from Henry. His anger level rising. He was exposed to something he didn't want to be with. He stood up my hand quickly letting him know that I was there for him. His hand squeezed mine untill he pushed it away. I looked up at him worried.
I was so afraid. I was afraid that I could loose him again. I wanted to take him away from here. He looked down at me tears falling down his cheeks, his eyes red. My heart dropped. He darted out the room my feet ready to stand up and chase him only to see Donghae after him.
"Please enjoy your supper." Henry's mother grabbed her napkin dabbing her eyes. "Please excuse me." She spoke again and left.
I looked at Leeteuk he sat there staringat us. I couldn't tell if he was embarassed for Henry or embarassed for himself. I felt sorry for both of them but I felt even worse for myself. Why couldn't I ever be there for Henry. I twas the only thing I wanted to do.
Donghae:
I could see anger boiling from Henry while his parents cursed at him. I could understand both sides. I felt the abandoment his parents felt. I could feel the hatred and lonliness Henry felt. He clentched his hands in anger my body tightend. I needed to tell Henry what exactly his parents felt.
He quickly dashed out of the room. My body flung towards him. He ran up the staris, I too followed grabbing his arm.
"Let go!" He screamed at me. Tears flowing from his eyes.
"NO! Listen to me." He pulled away from me. I grabbed him closer.
"Please Donghae, if you ever do anything for me it would be one thing." He stared down on me. "Leave me alone."
And so...I did.
A/N:
There it is. Part nine! I hope you enjoyed it. I've been writing during every class so I hope to finish this soon. Thank you again for those who are still reading this! Thanks a bunch for the support!!
Rating: R, NC-17
Genre: Smut, Drama, Romance, Angst.
Summary: Henry just wants to figure out what true love is. With 3 men running after him, he never knows whats going to happen. But after a strong abuse from fellow band mates, Henry is afraid to admit the truth hiding in himself, and to the others. Now that Henry is back home can he ever admit to his parents about his hectic life he's been having back in Korea? Afraid of what might happen Henry turns to someone he never thought he would. How this this story play out as Henry tries to find himself.
Couples: YeHen, broken!HenHae, EunHae, various ninja couples >>
WARNING: This story brings up a lot of ONLY13, Forever15. PLEASE Do not comment on this subject Eh it's kinda over.
Henry:
I watched as they all stared in awe as they walked up the staris. Mumbles of Korean flooded the hallways with oo's and ah's. I followed them up but turned to the right as they continued up the stairs on the left. I watched them slowly as the last peron, Donghae, turned the corner waving goodbye. I hung my head scratching my neck. I looked up to the right and childhood memories blocked out the thoughts of Donghae.
Trophies and awards filled the walls my name on each one. Every gold and silver figure disgusted me. It was everything I never wanted to see again. I wanted to forget what I had left behind. I let my hand race the windows that protected them as I walked down the hallway until I passed my room. I paused infront of it looking in before I finally too step in. Music books covered the walls that held the windows. My bed on the far left infront of it all, my violins facing me.
I fell to my knees holding my head. Pain flodded my body as if my back was protesting me being there. My head began to ache along with my burning back and my heart felt heavy. Tears flooded down my cheeks.
"Henry wake up!" A shreiking voice woke me from my sleep.
"What are you doing to yourself?!" It came through my doors staring down on me. I pulled the blankets over my head. I heard my doors being burst pen. Strong cold hands grabbed my shirt pulling me up at the neck.
"First you learn the violin- we gave you everything you wanted and now your dancing?" My fathers voice woke up any part of me that was still sleeping. His hand raised slapping my face hard. The stinging sensation continued as tears began to fall. "You have everything set for you just stick to what we agree on and you'll be fine. You dont' need anything else."
I opened my eyes and and stood up. The clock laying by my bed shone bright red numberstelling me was late for supper. I stood up quickly, smiled, and left. As long as I would leave the room I would be okay.
Yesung:
We all sat anxiously waiting for Henry to come to the able. His parents sat there as if it was normal that their son was missing. My fingers tapped rapidly against the table. Each tap reminding me that he wasn't there. I scooted my chair out and bowed. I ran up the stairs closing my eyes. I hard pressure rammed against my shoulder. I opened my eyes to see Henry's head resting in my shoulder.
Henry looked at me. I could tell from his eyes that he had been crying. His expression changed as he looked at me longer. I backed up and stared at him. His jeans with all sizes of holes let his pale skine shine through. His long white tank rested on his hips, hanging off of his shoulders his bandages slightly showing underneath.
He flicked his hair out of his face stepping down closer to me. My breathing increased. His face brushed against mine quickly as he kissed me.
"Come on, lets go!" He said taking my hand as we walked back to the dinning room. I never wanted this to end. But as we walked in his grip tightened. His parents stared at him and the more childish he acted.
I sat down- Henry at my side and he exhaled loudly. His father rose looking at him eye to eye. Henry looked away quickly. His eyes looked at me pleeding for help. I wanted to help him- but I know I coudn't unless he helped me understand. Unless he was all mine. I felt I could only make everything go away when it was just the two of us.
Leeteuk:
"What took you so long?" Henry's father's voice boomed shocking us all. My head quickly jolted towards Henry making sure was alright. His eyes wide, his breathing uneven. He bowed his head in respect.
"I'm sorry." His mummble seemed to scream with power. His dad's eyes kept staring at the boy. THe boy's voice started up again. "My back began to hurt so I laid on my bed-and I fell asleep --I'm sorry."
Pain shot through my bedy and guilt soon followed.
"What's wrong with your back?" His mother spoke up concern hidden in the strict tone.
"Nothing--I just fell." He continued to let his head as he fiddled with his bangs.
"You fell? How can a fall hurt your back that much?" She stood up-her voice sounding more and more like yelling
"Please, we were all practicing and the floor was slick. He fell with his violin, dropping it and he landed on top it. Siwon treated him-he's fine now besides minor pain and scarring." I explained so Henry didn't have to. I felt like it was my duty. I needed to defend him.I bowed my head in respect hoping it would be a formal sign of an apology.
"Who are you to talk to me while we are talking to our son?" Again Henry's father startled us all, he was now full of rage.
"See! Look at what you've done to yourself Henry. You threw away everything when you left home." His mom pointed at him fermly and tears fell down her cheeks.
I quickly glanced around the table to make sure everyone was alright. I looked at the dazed looks, they all seemed to look at at me as if I had the answer to the questions in their head.
"No I didn't." Henry pounded his fists on the table making everyone jump. "You hid me from everything. I had nothing. I have freedom while doing something I love."
"You know very well we wanted to you stay here." They argued back.
"To keep me locked up-you guys don't ever listen to me!"
"We let you have your violin and participate in all those contests. What more did you want?!"
"To do what I'm doing now!"
"This lifestyle is destroying you!"
"NO!" He screamed back harshly breathing increasing. "YOU ARE!"
They shot painful words back and forth for sometime until I opened my mouth letting my voice raise over theirs.
"Listen, your son is amazing at what he does. We wouldn't have it any other way. We wouldn't be as big as we are with out his help. We love him. He's part of our family. You should be proud at what he does."
His parents took their seat and exhaled. I too took my seat and watched them carefully.
"We are sorry." His mothers voice entered our ears.
I looked over at Henry. He was breathing heavily. I knew he had been through the one thing he didn't want to happen. I knew how much he was hoping we weren't going to see this happen. He stood up and ran out of the room. Donghae soon followed. I looked at Henry's seat, next to it was Yesung whose head was hung. I could sense something was uneasy about him. I just couldn't figure out what.
Yesung:
Screams came from Henry. His anger level rising. He was exposed to something he didn't want to be with. He stood up my hand quickly letting him know that I was there for him. His hand squeezed mine untill he pushed it away. I looked up at him worried.
I was so afraid. I was afraid that I could loose him again. I wanted to take him away from here. He looked down at me tears falling down his cheeks, his eyes red. My heart dropped. He darted out the room my feet ready to stand up and chase him only to see Donghae after him.
"Please enjoy your supper." Henry's mother grabbed her napkin dabbing her eyes. "Please excuse me." She spoke again and left.
I looked at Leeteuk he sat there staringat us. I couldn't tell if he was embarassed for Henry or embarassed for himself. I felt sorry for both of them but I felt even worse for myself. Why couldn't I ever be there for Henry. I twas the only thing I wanted to do.
Donghae:
I could see anger boiling from Henry while his parents cursed at him. I could understand both sides. I felt the abandoment his parents felt. I could feel the hatred and lonliness Henry felt. He clentched his hands in anger my body tightend. I needed to tell Henry what exactly his parents felt.
He quickly dashed out of the room. My body flung towards him. He ran up the staris, I too followed grabbing his arm.
"Let go!" He screamed at me. Tears flowing from his eyes.
"NO! Listen to me." He pulled away from me. I grabbed him closer.
"Please Donghae, if you ever do anything for me it would be one thing." He stared down on me. "Leave me alone."
And so...I did.
A/N:
There it is. Part nine! I hope you enjoyed it. I've been writing during every class so I hope to finish this soon. Thank you again for those who are still reading this! Thanks a bunch for the support!!