Jun 07, 2010 19:56
So, today . . . was okay. After Friday's absolute mess and crap, today went fairly well. I have no idea if any of the explanations or apologies I made made sense, were coherent or even affective. I've pretty much decided that regardless of the outcome, I'm giving it my best and hopefully it'll all work out. I'm pretty hopeful. I mean, really, there is nothing that I can do to change the future, what will be will be.
And again, no matter what I have Europe to look forward to. Who knows, maybe I'll fall in love with Spain and move there. The next chapter in my life may just be Europe. This would be HILARIOUS if/when Draggy moves to the US, imo
I watched SpaceBalls this weekend for the first time in ages. Man, that movie is still SO awesome. I really like it.
I have also watched The Big Bang Theory and Ocean's 11 about 5 times so. =/ I have issues, Ocean's 11 is one of my favorite things to listen to/watch in the background.
Well, I have some things to do now. So I will do them, and we will see what happens!
I have to say though, that in it's way? Slamming into roc bottom like that on Friday has released some stress and pressure. It's odd, it kind of made me realize that all this stressing isn't going to get me anywhere and that if something's not meant to be? It's not meant to be. And if it is meant to be, it will be. There's not a lot you can do either way, just do your best and everything else will fall in place.
tara wtf stop talking,
future,
work,
life in japan,
fail,
life,
movies