Dec 01, 2008 17:49
So at least Nano is over. Last night, I ran out of gas, and at this moment in time I am still unsure whether I will be able to shower tonight or not. Not to mention the growing mountain of dishes. YAY I HAVE GAS THANK YOU GOD. NO, REALLY. THANK YOU GOD.
D: Okay I have gas but my water is STILL NOT HEATING ARG. WTF WRRRYYYY???
On top of that, my computer was making stupid noises and not booting up when I got home, which makes me hella worried. Luckily, everything is saved to my external harddrive. Thank GOD the fanfic notes I typed up today were able to be saved to the harddrive. It wouldn't have been the worst thing in the world, but I would have hated to lose what I had written today. My notes, I made them shiny. XD
I also am headdesking about Nano this year--I totally wasted my wordcount on something retarded and needless. I hate what I wrote, it was boring. The only think I succeeded in was reaching 50,000 words of uselessness. Looking over the mountains of notes and inspiration I have for other things, I wonder why I bothered writing 50k of what amounted to world building. Mind you, I am excited by the world building--it was fun and I know a lot more about what's going ON in my world, but the story is crap. It's okay. I guess this further proves that Ruka deserves his own story, and Paul doesn't.
Good things about Nano are that at least I've gotten a better idea of what I want to do in the Ruka story, and how it works. Ruka is even more the love of my life then before, and I understand him better. Ruka had been giving me problems.
Anyway, from now I am starting to work on my retarded fanfiction project of win and awesome (and ultimately, fail. But it's okay, because I will write it and it will be awesome).
Still waiting on my water heating situation AAAARRRRRGGGG.
I have hot water. But, I am not exactly pleased with the situation. why is there smoke? your daijoubu does not assuage me, sir.
ruka,
writing,
nano 2008,
life in japan,
fail,
life,
wtf