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Geesh this has just not been a good life. ~_~ First drkwater lost her $100 for two weeks...I wish I was a rich bitch so I could send her some money...but the only people I know that are rich are the people that murdered my father, then my grandmother and took every cent my grandfather left to her. (Not BSing, its my full opinion those jack@ss killed them and yes they stole all her money...we are in court just to get what rightfully belongs to us! *grumbles and kick a stuff Frieza doll*) but not going to rant about that now. >__<
and the second thing is, my mother thinks its time to part..so _now_ she plans to leave brother and me alone. >__> I'll admit she can get on my nerves(always having to do things her way) but I don't want her to leave...but she just doesn't listen to anything I say (which isn't really nothing new. ~_~)
gawds here I go, I AM going to rant..I feel like if we don't win this case I might as well put a bullet to my head or something. >__< I mean these people RUINED my brother and my life! We could of had at least a semi-normal life with our grandmother, but no--no-NO we can't have that! We never got to see our dad(was killed when I was 5), never met our grandfather(pasted away long before dad) and every ONE Uncle/Aunt in our family don't want nothing to with us..or just want to hurt us. T__T There is only person in the family that _seems_ like she wants to help, but I can't help thinking that she just wants to hurt us too. *sighs*
and I swear I would give up my own life to have family problems like a lot of you out there(at least most of you have grandmothers/fathers) I mean at her funeral, her sister(my aunt..yearight) had the nerve to say "Oh yes I have lovely grandchildren! I spend a lot time with them~" and I told her flat out that she was lucky, WE only got to see our grandmother for 10mins a week! She didn't even look at me after that...hell none of them wanted to look at us...pissed me off back then and just makes me want to kick their asses now. >__< To think I can't trust *anyone* in my family sides brother and mother...its sad. Mother was the baby of ten and not a one of them want anything to do her/us (except two, but one pasted away...and the other is the insane one in the family)
So if you think you have a rough life, just look at my life, and you will be thankfully for your problems, trust me a lot of you out think you got it bad, but I don't think you have tried living when a freaking _town_ of crooks wish you just fade away or died already. I mean once people hear my last name its like "oh! She must be the granddaughter _they_ were talking about! hmm I could befriend her and her family while tell *them* all the stuff I learn bet they would pay me a lot of money cause they got all her grandmother's money!" gawds I'm tired...we are all tired...brother and I both seem to agree we will do good making it to 30 and I just want to cry for him. He never really got to know grandmother till after the 'accident' and he just talk about not living a long life... I could care less about myself but my brother has had only got to see pictures of our father, while I was around while he was alive.
Why do I even bother even posting this? People are just going think I'm BSing..heck even our attorney still can't believe half the stuff we tell him. >__> but right now I need to vent, I feel like everything is building up against me...
heh..listening to the American version of "Cha-La Head-Cha-La" makes me smile for some reason, maybe its the beat or something. Damn I'm going off to probably look at my VegetaxGoku stuff, I need something yaoi with muscles right now but since YamchaxGoku is so rare, I'll have better luck with VxG.
and the second thing is, my mother thinks its time to part..so _now_ she plans to leave brother and me alone. >__> I'll admit she can get on my nerves(always having to do things her way) but I don't want her to leave...but she just doesn't listen to anything I say (which isn't really nothing new. ~_~)
gawds here I go, I AM going to rant..I feel like if we don't win this case I might as well put a bullet to my head or something. >__< I mean these people RUINED my brother and my life! We could of had at least a semi-normal life with our grandmother, but no--no-NO we can't have that! We never got to see our dad(was killed when I was 5), never met our grandfather(pasted away long before dad) and every ONE Uncle/Aunt in our family don't want nothing to with us..or just want to hurt us. T__T There is only person in the family that _seems_ like she wants to help, but I can't help thinking that she just wants to hurt us too. *sighs*
and I swear I would give up my own life to have family problems like a lot of you out there(at least most of you have grandmothers/fathers) I mean at her funeral, her sister(my aunt..yearight) had the nerve to say "Oh yes I have lovely grandchildren! I spend a lot time with them~" and I told her flat out that she was lucky, WE only got to see our grandmother for 10mins a week! She didn't even look at me after that...hell none of them wanted to look at us...pissed me off back then and just makes me want to kick their asses now. >__< To think I can't trust *anyone* in my family sides brother and mother...its sad. Mother was the baby of ten and not a one of them want anything to do her/us (except two, but one pasted away...and the other is the insane one in the family)
So if you think you have a rough life, just look at my life, and you will be thankfully for your problems, trust me a lot of you out think you got it bad, but I don't think you have tried living when a freaking _town_ of crooks wish you just fade away or died already. I mean once people hear my last name its like "oh! She must be the granddaughter _they_ were talking about! hmm I could befriend her and her family while tell *them* all the stuff I learn bet they would pay me a lot of money cause they got all her grandmother's money!" gawds I'm tired...we are all tired...brother and I both seem to agree we will do good making it to 30 and I just want to cry for him. He never really got to know grandmother till after the 'accident' and he just talk about not living a long life... I could care less about myself but my brother has had only got to see pictures of our father, while I was around while he was alive.
Why do I even bother even posting this? People are just going think I'm BSing..heck even our attorney still can't believe half the stuff we tell him. >__> but right now I need to vent, I feel like everything is building up against me...
heh..listening to the American version of "Cha-La Head-Cha-La" makes me smile for some reason, maybe its the beat or something. Damn I'm going off to probably look at my VegetaxGoku stuff, I need something yaoi with muscles right now but since YamchaxGoku is so rare, I'll have better luck with VxG.