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gah!! I totally need to get my act un-straighten out! Geesh when was the last time I updated?
Anyways as I sit here listening to Saiyuki with a twisted of One Piece, a dash of Teenage Wolves and with a pinch of Fujita Toshiko, (cause really you can't have hot songs without some softbeats as well. X3 ) it hit me that I _really_ needed to update this LJ-thing. So here I am!
Okay first off I had to restore Taichi(my laptop) cause of a stupid crcdisk.sys file. >.> Anyways it really blew my week up cause I _just_ about had Matt and Tai finish for Sims2...and darn it that took forever to do too! >__< I also lost all my Sims2 files/couples so now I have to install the @$!%# game again, plus those dam packs! @___@
Second I _just_ found out that the scanner I always used to load my artwork...doesn't work with Vista. >________________> Needless to say I am now REALLY going to have to learn how to use the tablet and learn it GOOD. x_x Cause I am NOT going to get another scanner all cause HP says 'huh sucks for you. Guess you need to buy another one, here is a link to throw all that hard earn money away....after all you don't need it.' so just for HP if and I mean IF I buy another scanner it definitely WON'T be a HP....those jerks. >_<
Third, things are going pretty good at the farm. We are managing to get some people interested in the fern(leatherleaf) and maybe even the corn (Mirai, which makes me think of Mirai Trunks from DBZ. XD ) we are really trying to get it up and running, though with my poor excuse of a brother it has been VERY difficult. ~__~ To put it shortly, the idiot signed with me to get the money to run the farm...he took his share and bought a new 2008 truck and other junk. Plus when everyone thought he was actually going to help (not me I'm his sister...I don't believe a word he says these days) he actually called me to tell me he is on vacation.
You know what bro?
F-you!
It was because of him that I agreed to take the farm instead of the rest of Grandmother's will (we lost her house and all the photos of that side of my family...I only have ONE picture of my dad, a few of my grandmother and NONE, ZERO of my grandfather, all cause they decided it would be sooo nice to take ALL those photos to the dump...those fuckers) but in the end who is doing all the work? My mother and me! I'm getting really tired of this. He showed up on mom's birthday and promised to come by to help with the planting of the corn. Mom was so happy about that....well of course he didn't show. I swear if I see him (in honor of YGO abridged) I am going to @$@%@%! so he will have to @%^#%@ sideways!
I mean if he just wants nothing to do with the farm then why promised all those times that he would help? I mean gawds I don't want to have to pay nearly a million dollars back...and I know HE(bro) will not even bother paying it, so lets ignore the fact that TWO names are on the contract and just look at my name...cause I'm the only one that is going to try...I want my grandfather/father/grandmother's farm to get back up in shape and shine like it did for them...but I know its going to be hard.
Well forth Chris and Samantha I am still trying to get the time to finish your picture, but as you can read from the above paragraph...its still going to take awhile.
>_< I know I haven't really been saying much about my life to the people I'm talking too, its just I didn't want to bother anyone with my baggages.....but I really need to get this off my chest so here I am. >.>
Well on the semi good side, once I get the chance I'll try to upload some of the doujinshi I've been collection (YamatoxTaichi duh) its really the only thing keeping me smiling/happy these days...and that is sort of sad. I mean I got a awesome cool second-brother that totally just plain rocks and I wish more than ever that he was really my brother but I really don't want to bother him with my problems, even though he shakes/pokes them out of me, plus he really is a big help on the farm (not bible-thumping here but bless that gay-boy! XD Plus I must demand details when he gets back today! XDDD ).
Also he enjoys watching anime and of course he tease me about my 'love' for Tai (bonus points for him~ he watched Adventure and 02 but he hates that season plus all the other new ones). ^^; Later in the day at the farm we sit and watch the one series that I can't seem to get anyone else to watch around here...Neon Genesis Evangelion. XD It so nice to finally have someone watch EVA with me...of course he likes Asuka, while I like Rei....but we both love watching Shinji(can't wait for him to see the Fifth child *crackles*). Hopefully after watching EVA I'll get him into either Saiyuki(woot! Only the first two seasons thou...cause Reload/Gunlock dubs sucks...but maybe he wants to watch them sub. *___* ) or Wolf's Rain, only cause he watched a bit of it on Adult Swim and he liked it a lot but haven't got to see it all. ^__^ Of course he still wants to watch Death Note...he is on vol.3 but since I have the whole series of EVA and the dvds of DN are just coming out...yea we are watching EVA, but after the series I need to get the movie(the one with the creepy ending...can't remember the title at the moment).
hehe and just for him I changed my desktop to Matt and Tai cosplaying as Kaworu(Matt) and Shinji(Tai) done by Koani. X3 He got a chuckle out it and picked on me about it...of course I told him the original pose was Rei and Asuka...bah yuri is so not for me. x_X I mean I have no problem with it if there was MORE yaoi out there to even it out. >_>;; but I'm not going to ramble about that, cause its really a waste of time.
Ah I also finally got around to sign up to Withthewill. I always wanted to join that forum its one of the few GOOD places to get anything new about Digimon.
Well its getting late so I think I'll call it a night and try to upload something to DA later...or maybe to y!gallery(like I promised). ^^;;
Anyways as I sit here listening to Saiyuki with a twisted of One Piece, a dash of Teenage Wolves and with a pinch of Fujita Toshiko, (cause really you can't have hot songs without some softbeats as well. X3 ) it hit me that I _really_ needed to update this LJ-thing. So here I am!
Okay first off I had to restore Taichi(my laptop) cause of a stupid crcdisk.sys file. >.> Anyways it really blew my week up cause I _just_ about had Matt and Tai finish for Sims2...and darn it that took forever to do too! >__< I also lost all my Sims2 files/couples so now I have to install the @$!%# game again, plus those dam packs! @___@
Second I _just_ found out that the scanner I always used to load my artwork...doesn't work with Vista. >________________> Needless to say I am now REALLY going to have to learn how to use the tablet and learn it GOOD. x_x Cause I am NOT going to get another scanner all cause HP says 'huh sucks for you. Guess you need to buy another one, here is a link to throw all that hard earn money away....after all you don't need it.' so just for HP if and I mean IF I buy another scanner it definitely WON'T be a HP....those jerks. >_<
Third, things are going pretty good at the farm. We are managing to get some people interested in the fern(leatherleaf) and maybe even the corn (Mirai, which makes me think of Mirai Trunks from DBZ. XD ) we are really trying to get it up and running, though with my poor excuse of a brother it has been VERY difficult. ~__~ To put it shortly, the idiot signed with me to get the money to run the farm...he took his share and bought a new 2008 truck and other junk. Plus when everyone thought he was actually going to help (not me I'm his sister...I don't believe a word he says these days) he actually called me to tell me he is on vacation.
You know what bro?
F-you!
It was because of him that I agreed to take the farm instead of the rest of Grandmother's will (we lost her house and all the photos of that side of my family...I only have ONE picture of my dad, a few of my grandmother and NONE, ZERO of my grandfather, all cause they decided it would be sooo nice to take ALL those photos to the dump...those fuckers) but in the end who is doing all the work? My mother and me! I'm getting really tired of this. He showed up on mom's birthday and promised to come by to help with the planting of the corn. Mom was so happy about that....well of course he didn't show. I swear if I see him (in honor of YGO abridged) I am going to @$@%@%! so he will have to @%^#%@ sideways!
I mean if he just wants nothing to do with the farm then why promised all those times that he would help? I mean gawds I don't want to have to pay nearly a million dollars back...and I know HE(bro) will not even bother paying it, so lets ignore the fact that TWO names are on the contract and just look at my name...cause I'm the only one that is going to try...I want my grandfather/father/grandmother's farm to get back up in shape and shine like it did for them...but I know its going to be hard.
Well forth Chris and Samantha I am still trying to get the time to finish your picture, but as you can read from the above paragraph...its still going to take awhile.
>_< I know I haven't really been saying much about my life to the people I'm talking too, its just I didn't want to bother anyone with my baggages.....but I really need to get this off my chest so here I am. >.>
Well on the semi good side, once I get the chance I'll try to upload some of the doujinshi I've been collection (YamatoxTaichi duh) its really the only thing keeping me smiling/happy these days...and that is sort of sad. I mean I got a awesome cool second-brother that totally just plain rocks and I wish more than ever that he was really my brother but I really don't want to bother him with my problems, even though he shakes/pokes them out of me, plus he really is a big help on the farm (not bible-thumping here but bless that gay-boy! XD Plus I must demand details when he gets back today! XDDD ).
Also he enjoys watching anime and of course he tease me about my 'love' for Tai (bonus points for him~ he watched Adventure and 02 but he hates that season plus all the other new ones). ^^; Later in the day at the farm we sit and watch the one series that I can't seem to get anyone else to watch around here...Neon Genesis Evangelion. XD It so nice to finally have someone watch EVA with me...of course he likes Asuka, while I like Rei....but we both love watching Shinji(can't wait for him to see the Fifth child *crackles*). Hopefully after watching EVA I'll get him into either Saiyuki(woot! Only the first two seasons thou...cause Reload/Gunlock dubs sucks...but maybe he wants to watch them sub. *___* ) or Wolf's Rain, only cause he watched a bit of it on Adult Swim and he liked it a lot but haven't got to see it all. ^__^ Of course he still wants to watch Death Note...he is on vol.3 but since I have the whole series of EVA and the dvds of DN are just coming out...yea we are watching EVA, but after the series I need to get the movie(the one with the creepy ending...can't remember the title at the moment).
hehe and just for him I changed my desktop to Matt and Tai cosplaying as Kaworu(Matt) and Shinji(Tai) done by Koani. X3 He got a chuckle out it and picked on me about it...of course I told him the original pose was Rei and Asuka...bah yuri is so not for me. x_X I mean I have no problem with it if there was MORE yaoi out there to even it out. >_>;; but I'm not going to ramble about that, cause its really a waste of time.
Ah I also finally got around to sign up to Withthewill. I always wanted to join that forum its one of the few GOOD places to get anything new about Digimon.
Well its getting late so I think I'll call it a night and try to upload something to DA later...or maybe to y!gallery(like I promised). ^^;;