Is this a death circle or something?? -________-;;;
Ungh -__- just like you read... all my stuff went to the trash... because??
because i let my computer go with that sutpid man that proclaimed himself good with computers and that he would be able to regain mostly all my info... yeah right!! he just messed up my stupid things even more~!!!
-__- is it me or my stuff is going to the trash even faster?! im waiting for my ipod to be in my hands.,.. but guess what?? i STILL dont have any money for it... is it me or my entire electronic-world is slipping through my fingers??
bleh fuck off...
ok now... ill try to be a little bit cheerful... i still dont have a clue in how to do so but ill try pretty hard... im sick of being sad because of this but... is it too hard for people to understand how valuable that stuff was for me?... i gues yes it was because they keep telling me is just something material... material my ass =___= i know IT IS yeah but how about all my pics of vacations, letters from friends and many other stuff that was so valuable for me.. how about that huh?? maybe you would understand if you were in my shoes tasting bitter... i guess the part that hurt the most was to think that i could regain all that and still ilost everything -o- yeah but bleh i cant do anythiung about it and wont do anything about it... like my nick said.. guess... just guess how shitty my life is right now, i have no music except for the DVD's ripp (thanks pinkujisatsu for that, she is a goddes) and i dont have where to downloadit either.. well im lying i DO have but i cant store that up in this laptop because its dad's laptop so i wouldnt dare to risk it
btw because of my laptop's encounter with death i had to give up one of my timings projects D: so now im fucking pissed off becaus now that i think about it i DID started it !!! maklsmdlkasmdklasmdkasmdoigsknfka *mad fangirl beware* i guess ill just have to wait and if the DVD's part is already out i wont care and do it in this lap or in the new pc i dont care -___-;;;;; i wont give up the DVD >o> i care too much for it and i like it too much for me to give it up ~~;;;
well about school well... thinks aren't that bad anymore i think, today a new student got into my classroom, he's name is Jonas and he is from germany~
tooi nee.... .__. he came here from germany SUGEE O-O im amazed and he is a cutie xD he's eyes MAN... bikurishita xD like Ryo said they are soo blue... just like ummm pure water of a wonder island xD ill take him a picture and show it to you :3
i liked him xD i had a good time playing with him in the classroom... he dosent speak spanish though but speaks english xD and his accent is ajajaja is wonderful xD pretty germany~
kya xD i would like a japanese even more >o> i would be stalking him ajajaja... noooo even better a girly japanese fan lover of JE amndsmand,mansd *dies* that would have been AWESOME totally AWESOME i would be fangirling over so many things and she would understand me and we could watch many things together and and... ok ok !! ill stop it right now i think i feel a little bit better
when i get home ill watch the DVD again and again just to watch shige OwO like one of my friends said, he is soo many times in the screen and i just went screaming each time wojojojo ooo like i was saying xD she said that i was like the DVD was shige's version (like in the PV or something like that wojojo) so that made me soo happy :3
i cant post a pic of shige today because im pic-less and music-less and video-less -o- ill regain them
btw in my last entry, thanks to all those who were kind enough and read my stuff and showed interest~ and gaved me support and for those whoe read it and thought about helping me out, thanks a lot that meant a lott to me and i felt loved <333 Shige Kamenashi loves LJ friends :DDD you are the best people~
so thats the entry for today :3
because i let my computer go with that sutpid man that proclaimed himself good with computers and that he would be able to regain mostly all my info... yeah right!! he just messed up my stupid things even more~!!!
-__- is it me or my stuff is going to the trash even faster?! im waiting for my ipod to be in my hands.,.. but guess what?? i STILL dont have any money for it... is it me or my entire electronic-world is slipping through my fingers??
bleh fuck off...
ok now... ill try to be a little bit cheerful... i still dont have a clue in how to do so but ill try pretty hard... im sick of being sad because of this but... is it too hard for people to understand how valuable that stuff was for me?... i gues yes it was because they keep telling me is just something material... material my ass =___= i know IT IS yeah but how about all my pics of vacations, letters from friends and many other stuff that was so valuable for me.. how about that huh?? maybe you would understand if you were in my shoes tasting bitter... i guess the part that hurt the most was to think that i could regain all that and still ilost everything -o- yeah but bleh i cant do anythiung about it and wont do anything about it... like my nick said.. guess... just guess how shitty my life is right now, i have no music except for the DVD's ripp (thanks pinkujisatsu for that, she is a goddes) and i dont have where to downloadit either.. well im lying i DO have but i cant store that up in this laptop because its dad's laptop so i wouldnt dare to risk it
btw because of my laptop's encounter with death i had to give up one of my timings projects D: so now im fucking pissed off becaus now that i think about it i DID started it !!! maklsmdlkasmdklasmdkasmdoigsknfka *mad fangirl beware* i guess ill just have to wait and if the DVD's part is already out i wont care and do it in this lap or in the new pc i dont care -___-;;;;; i wont give up the DVD >o> i care too much for it and i like it too much for me to give it up ~~;;;
well about school well... thinks aren't that bad anymore i think, today a new student got into my classroom, he's name is Jonas and he is from germany~
tooi nee.... .__. he came here from germany SUGEE O-O im amazed and he is a cutie xD he's eyes MAN... bikurishita xD like Ryo said they are soo blue... just like ummm pure water of a wonder island xD ill take him a picture and show it to you :3
i liked him xD i had a good time playing with him in the classroom... he dosent speak spanish though but speaks english xD and his accent is ajajaja is wonderful xD pretty germany~
kya xD i would like a japanese even more >o> i would be stalking him ajajaja... noooo even better a girly japanese fan lover of JE amndsmand,mansd *dies* that would have been AWESOME totally AWESOME i would be fangirling over so many things and she would understand me and we could watch many things together and and... ok ok !! ill stop it right now i think i feel a little bit better
when i get home ill watch the DVD again and again just to watch shige OwO like one of my friends said, he is soo many times in the screen and i just went screaming each time wojojojo ooo like i was saying xD she said that i was like the DVD was shige's version (like in the PV or something like that wojojo) so that made me soo happy :3
i cant post a pic of shige today because im pic-less and music-less and video-less -o- ill regain them
btw in my last entry, thanks to all those who were kind enough and read my stuff and showed interest~ and gaved me support and for those whoe read it and thought about helping me out, thanks a lot that meant a lott to me and i felt loved <333 Shige Kamenashi loves LJ friends :DDD you are the best people~
so thats the entry for today :3