beat your heart out

[shify]

Saw reed in hospital, was good to c him.
Been partying too much and well now it's melt down time.
Went to a birhtday party, which was like a freaking adventure. My friend is crazy, absolutly bonkas! Ofcorse i always knew this but i notice more now, maybe i am getting old. It's starting to dorn on me as i party it up, how much a job would be handy; running out of clothes.

Starting to think maybe i have an anger problem or something. Lately i've been feeling really angry. Increasingly! I need to write more, get it outta my system. But lol make sure no one sees it. Or it might seem crazy.
Ofcorse it's not anger from no where. But i am probrably going on a bitch.
I think most of it is coming from some sorta manipulation i think i have been experiencing. In which i just realised. The trauma is the fact that i didnt't realise and in a way i am not close to the person to be able to have the option to kill them... *cough* the anger. "Sing peacee and love".
My hormones are all over the place probrably.
Waiting for something great!