I'm so ugly but that's okay cause so are you
In a Nirvana mood today.
Was reading some of the story i wrote like 2 years ago, when i was in repressive relationships where i didn't know where i stood and if i could call it relations at all. That still hasn't been cleared up. That state of my life was like a black hole. My thoughts were swallowed into this story as i fanticised about a world that was so much simpler, an ending that i sorta had a grasp on, but the characters felt like me, they weren't sure what was gonna happen. I could still relate to the characters, as they went through bonfusing times and even bad they wouldn't change it for the world. It was pretty good, now i read back. I think i wanna carry on with it, but maybe it won't be the same, cause of my current state.
I was talking to Mike today about how the world looked pretty bleak today for some reason. I didn't feel like myself. When i looked through my eyes today everything was hard and rough, times were rough, people were drunk and crewl. It left me scratching my head, thinking would i be able to survive the world or would i be swallowed and my body to weak and forgotten to hang on any longer for a first aid kit. Ofcourse i'm just scarred. I just worry that maybe i'll be all talk and no action and i'm getting really tired.
Mike told me to just switch on the news and see how good i've got it, anytime i felt like that.
Was reading some of the story i wrote like 2 years ago, when i was in repressive relationships where i didn't know where i stood and if i could call it relations at all. That still hasn't been cleared up. That state of my life was like a black hole. My thoughts were swallowed into this story as i fanticised about a world that was so much simpler, an ending that i sorta had a grasp on, but the characters felt like me, they weren't sure what was gonna happen. I could still relate to the characters, as they went through bonfusing times and even bad they wouldn't change it for the world. It was pretty good, now i read back. I think i wanna carry on with it, but maybe it won't be the same, cause of my current state.
I was talking to Mike today about how the world looked pretty bleak today for some reason. I didn't feel like myself. When i looked through my eyes today everything was hard and rough, times were rough, people were drunk and crewl. It left me scratching my head, thinking would i be able to survive the world or would i be swallowed and my body to weak and forgotten to hang on any longer for a first aid kit. Ofcourse i'm just scarred. I just worry that maybe i'll be all talk and no action and i'm getting really tired.
Mike told me to just switch on the news and see how good i've got it, anytime i felt like that.