of course it's friday the 13th... that explains it...

[shiftyspense]

I'm tired already, dead tired...
Its only the end of week one,
and i have a ten day extravaganza i'm going on in a week...
I have a show i have not really prepared for in less than a week...

I have a budget hearing before that, and i'm not sure if people are ready for it...
I'm tired of negitive energy all around me...
I'm tired of rain...
I'm tired of working when i want to have fun...
I'm tired of friends not liking other friends...
I'm tired of people fucking up and me having to clean up their act for them...
I'm tired of there not being any good computer games for macs

I want to stay in my room and do nothing...
I want to go to shows on my own time...
I want to be warm and not have my hands freeze when they're not in gloves...
I want to play Star Wars Battlefront II on my powerbook...

That's all i want to do...

then i'd be well rested and ready to go speak and listen to spanish for 10 days...
Then i'd be ready to play this show and do all this shit that i have to do...
Then i'd not have to worry about friendships relationships or any of that bullshit...

cause i'd be rested and back to my old self...

not this overworked stressed out douche who doesn't say hi in passing...

gah....