mind playing tricks on me
its been about a years since my last entry. well, i dont feel like catching anyone up. the only thing on my mind is a girl. names Breann. i met her almost 4 years ago. loved her since day one. you all can argue that i didnt but you dont know what i feel. your not me. this girl is special. something that forces me to gravitate toward her every move. i sound like a stalker. night and day she haunts my mind as if she was gone forever. maybe she is. we were best friends for three years, stuck by each others sides every single day from start to finish. we had something special. that only we could see. to afraid to realize what was really there. forgive me if i repeat myself, this is all straight out of my mind and unedited. we were boyfriend girlfriend for 3 months, its been 2 months now since we've broken up. 1277 days together. i guess this would logically explain my loneliness. my mind wonders to pain every other hour, happiness every hour. my heart aches. she loves her life i hate mine. it was so much better with her in it. she showed me my potential. she pushed me to be who i always wanted to be. it was on my finger tips for a while. but i can feel it drifting away.