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so i've finally got around to ordering some tapers so I can stretch my ears up. I don't plan on anything to radical my plan is 8mm maybe 10 at a push (no pun intended). I will just have to see how it feels and looks. Ive been wanting to do this for some time so its nice to finally get around to it. I look forward to the whole new world of jewlary it opens up.
in other news aparently its the most depressing day of the year due to weather and such... who knew. its my flat mates 21st so it won't be hers, at least I hope not
and finally I think I might be being broken up with tomorrow. my partner is dealing with a few things at the moment and she admitted that she may have to deal with them alone. which I understand its just the kind of person she is. She did say she didn't want to break up and is going through all the possible situations of not having to do that but being able to cope with that she is going through, which includes going on 'a break'. Now i've never been subject to such a thing, i'm usually a your with me or your not with me kinda gal. But after crying hystrically last night after the thought of breaking up with her I kinda got a taste of how much I want to be around this girl. I sware i've never felt such pain in my life. But would a break hurt even more? Being with someone but not being with them, im not sure I could hack it. I suggested we just cut down to seeing each other to once or twice a week which wouldn't be radically different to now, but she said that would make me angry/frustrated (which it might) and it may not help the situation.
So do I pull the plug or agree to be kept on the ventilator?