exhale
hmhmhm i havent posted anything any where for a while.
so i didnt vote, bite me. .. no dont.
daaaaaaaaaaawn are you ever gonna realize you belong in cali? you deserve to be happy.. you deserve a lot more then cali.. but its nice to hear that your atleast doing ok. but the drinks reveal your thoughts ;x. i miss you. february is so far.. and so close. <3
theres gonna be so much to do next year. maybe too much. i havent gotten burned out on going out yet but.. i wonder if anyone has moods like me.. need drinks to dance..wont dance to anything you dont like.. wanting to dance but by the time i hear a song i like.. im sober and i just wanna leave. ive only tried dancing sober once.. it just wasnt fun. maybe because i could make out everyone that was around me. i dont know. thinking about going out tonight... but who to drag with me... bleh thats not happening.
so some people think i drink a lot.. i dont fucking drink because i think its cool or ..whatever. i drink to get rid of this shyness that haunts me.
liquid courage <3 .. i wont dance until i cant walk a straight line.
my hair is growing out a little too much now.. i think i have enough hair to play with. i was gonna try to do this boyish lydia haircut where i would have like spikey bangs going down my forehead. but im not feeling that anymore. i dont know what im gonna do.. i might grow out my bangs again. maybe
wooooooooooo hollywood shopping. i really need more pants.. i have so many shirts and like.. no pants..peanut butter no jelly.
omg! my fucking floor lead today went in the bathroom at the sametime as me. fuck i hate public bathrooms but anyways he sits in the stall next to me and everything is akward and quiet for a bit.. and out of no where i hear like a flapping noise and then a loud moan.. hes so funny. he told me he did the flapping noise with his cheek and not to worry.
im tired.