Detected,
I'm sick and tired of feeling like I'm floating around somewhere.
I have plans but I haven't even started and I don't know if that's because I'm lazy or just insecure.
I feel stuck and I can't help to notice that even though I lie to myself and say I'm happy now, I'm really not.
It makes me sick-
Most literally speaking as well.
I want a change of pace. Of being.
I want a whole new something to happen to me.
I want a distraction or a different approach, and unfortunately I don't have the drive to do anything about it.
Because I hold onto the idea that later won't be too far away from today.
I wish and I only wish.
But nothing seems to be happening.
Give me a new drug.
I have plans but I haven't even started and I don't know if that's because I'm lazy or just insecure.
I feel stuck and I can't help to notice that even though I lie to myself and say I'm happy now, I'm really not.
It makes me sick-
Most literally speaking as well.
I want a change of pace. Of being.
I want a whole new something to happen to me.
I want a distraction or a different approach, and unfortunately I don't have the drive to do anything about it.
Because I hold onto the idea that later won't be too far away from today.
I wish and I only wish.
But nothing seems to be happening.
Give me a new drug.