What's the furthest place from here? It hasn't been my day for a couple years.What's a couple more?"
life is hard, always changing.
I am lost. "what am I without You?"
God. I am so lost in my own mess. Like and animal in a snare, the more I fight, the more I bleed out.
I'm trying my hardest to have faith like a child. I'm trying to act in love and be honest. but sometimes, and recently I have learned It will cut deep. Its cut her. and Its cutting me. or maybe I am the "It" thats doing all the cutting. Im not talking about the silly high school cutting either, I'm talking about the emotional kind of self inflicted hurt I feel I am bringing about from my lack of understanding. Lack of understanding.
What am I looking for?
What am I hiding from?
What Is my biggest fear?
Where am I suppose to be?
Who am I?
What doors are still open?
I am lost. "what am I without You?"
God. I am so lost in my own mess. Like and animal in a snare, the more I fight, the more I bleed out.
I'm trying my hardest to have faith like a child. I'm trying to act in love and be honest. but sometimes, and recently I have learned It will cut deep. Its cut her. and Its cutting me. or maybe I am the "It" thats doing all the cutting. Im not talking about the silly high school cutting either, I'm talking about the emotional kind of self inflicted hurt I feel I am bringing about from my lack of understanding. Lack of understanding.
What am I looking for?
What am I hiding from?
What Is my biggest fear?
Where am I suppose to be?
Who am I?
What doors are still open?