So I'm afraid to eat another bite of my PayDay bar...
....because when I took the first and last bite about 20 minutes ago,
it shot pain in one of my top left molars. You know the feeling when
you drink or eat something cold and it hits your front teeth, that pain
you feel? Well, multiply that feeling times 10, and that's what it felt
like. Anyone ever had a cavity before? Is that what it feels like? I
wouldn't know, never had one.
I GOT A CAR TODAY!!!
My very own, titled, registered, plated, everything. It's miiiiiine! I'm so unbelievably freaking stoked. I just got home from driving it around for over an hour, and Chad's crashing here at my place, and was waiting up for me (unknown to me) and was pretty pissed when i came home. The plan was, I was going to go to the grocery store, drive around for a bit, and come home. Yeah, I was gone over two hours. heh. He had people calling the cell, and it died on me so no one got through. Whoops....
My car is a Nissan Pathfinder, gray, 5-speed. It's awesome. I'm so thankful. And before I start to get sarcastic comments :) *cough*Kenny*cough*, yes, I can drive it, and drive it well!
Today was Chad's birthday, and he and I and Kenny went out to dinner at the Outback (best freaking restaurant ever. i don't care what you say.)...I hope he had a good day, he deserves it. I can't tell you how much I love that boy, he amazes me.
I started thinking about the two of us the other night, and started to realize just how incredibly much he means to me. Yeah, yeah, I know we're getting married obviously, but for some reason, there's been this tiny part of my heart that's been trying to fight off his love for me, and it's taken a real beating. I'm so incredibly flawed, and he adores every bit of me. He loves me just as much when I yell and get angry, or go through a nasty depression spell, as he does when we're curled up watching TV or out shopping, hand in hand. He loves me, for every reason I loathe myself, and for reasons I'll never understand. I can't describe how thankful I am for this amazing young man....he's everything I ever wanted, and needed in my life.
In other news, God and I had a good talk last night. Well, actually I had a good talk with Him. I'll expand on this tomorrow when I'm more rested and coherent, but I feel so blessed tonight.
I love you dears, so much, and so does God.
<3
I GOT A CAR TODAY!!!
My very own, titled, registered, plated, everything. It's miiiiiine! I'm so unbelievably freaking stoked. I just got home from driving it around for over an hour, and Chad's crashing here at my place, and was waiting up for me (unknown to me) and was pretty pissed when i came home. The plan was, I was going to go to the grocery store, drive around for a bit, and come home. Yeah, I was gone over two hours. heh. He had people calling the cell, and it died on me so no one got through. Whoops....
My car is a Nissan Pathfinder, gray, 5-speed. It's awesome. I'm so thankful. And before I start to get sarcastic comments :) *cough*Kenny*cough*, yes, I can drive it, and drive it well!
Today was Chad's birthday, and he and I and Kenny went out to dinner at the Outback (best freaking restaurant ever. i don't care what you say.)...I hope he had a good day, he deserves it. I can't tell you how much I love that boy, he amazes me.
I started thinking about the two of us the other night, and started to realize just how incredibly much he means to me. Yeah, yeah, I know we're getting married obviously, but for some reason, there's been this tiny part of my heart that's been trying to fight off his love for me, and it's taken a real beating. I'm so incredibly flawed, and he adores every bit of me. He loves me just as much when I yell and get angry, or go through a nasty depression spell, as he does when we're curled up watching TV or out shopping, hand in hand. He loves me, for every reason I loathe myself, and for reasons I'll never understand. I can't describe how thankful I am for this amazing young man....he's everything I ever wanted, and needed in my life.
In other news, God and I had a good talk last night. Well, actually I had a good talk with Him. I'll expand on this tomorrow when I'm more rested and coherent, but I feel so blessed tonight.
I love you dears, so much, and so does God.
<3