DIE FAILURE, DIE
I've begun to seriously lack self-motivation. A TREMENDOUS amount of it.
Life used to be so bright and shiny but now, all I see is a world filled with unending depression - and failure. I can't even find a single reason to smile anymore. No, I'm no longer able to do it. He just won't allow me. Even the slightest bit of motivation I have left for myself, he dared snatch away from me. My, what a big loser I have become.
Seems like I won't be celebrating the holidays and my birthday in glee this year after all.
Life used to be so bright and shiny but now, all I see is a world filled with unending depression - and failure. I can't even find a single reason to smile anymore. No, I'm no longer able to do it. He just won't allow me. Even the slightest bit of motivation I have left for myself, he dared snatch away from me. My, what a big loser I have become.
Seems like I won't be celebrating the holidays and my birthday in glee this year after all.