To solve mysterious cases.

May 30, 2006 20:44

I still haven't made any progress on anything. I'm trying, I really am ... but I'm losing the inspiration and drive. The past few weeks have been more or less the same. Long, tiring hours, stupid people egging me on to do things I shouldn't. And I'm finding that I dislike people more and more as time passes. Especially people I think I care about, and will never reciprocate the feeling.

It makes me want to give up. Become a monk or something. But, I'm not too good at giving up. However, it's not all downs. Yesterday was good. Worked until 2, brought my mother/stepfather/sisters lunch, which apparantly made their day. Then I went to get lunch for myself, and lent the girl behind the counter at the Chinese Restaraunt I frequent (Well, her sister, who is covering for her while she's on vacation. Her sister's a few years younger, but I think she's like 19-20. I can't remember) This apparantly made her day, because Ranma is her favorite series of all. I was going to get rid of that box anyway, since it doesn't match the ones in my collection. (Silly I know...but it doesn't, so it doesn't belong)

I need to get things straightened out. But I never know where to begin.
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