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Title: I Think I Love You
Rating: PG+13/Yaoi
Author: shica_aya
Length: chaptered
Genre: a bit humour, drama, fluff... >_<
Pairings: YoonJae, Jaesu
Another Cast: Shim Changmin
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Before... i'm not own them and this is my first fanfict i made in english...
sorry for really broken english...
grammar and spelling mistaken are mine...
hope someone will read it... T___T
Chapter 1~~
(Jaejoong POV)
“Like Usual, Bob,” I said with a loud voice. It is too noisy here. The voice of dance music, people laughing, people talking, of course it is noisy.
Bob, actually that is not his truly name. He is the one of the bartenders I know. Seems that he was memorizing what I usually drink. Going to this bar is my routines after I get back from the school. No, I’m not a student, although my face describe that I’m under 20 years old. I’m a teacher. Exactly, I'm a chemistry teacher in a senior high school in Seoul.
“Here it is,” Bob give me a glass of Sherry.
“Thanks,”
“Alone? Where is your friend?” Bob asked while he cleans up the table. I chuckled.
“His wife anger when she’s found he used up his money for have drink too much. He told me that his wife took all of his remain money,” I explain then laughed hard remembered Kibum expression.
“Ow! It means that he will never come again. I thought I have lost one of my costumers,” Bob sighed. I’m smirked at him.
“That’s why I don’t want to have marriage,” I said honestly without saw his face. Bob’s eyes widened.
“You can’t. Maybe you thought like that for a while, but you can’t avoid that someday you will need someone to take cares of you,”
“Are you married?” I asked straightly. Bob nodded.
“Without you wanted, you can fall in love with someone,” he again with surely. I’m just shaking my head and smiling, trying not to argue him.
Perhaps he’s right, but perhaps he’s very wrong. Who’s never falling in love? Me too. I fell in love with a girl named Jeon Hyebin and she dumped me when we was had engagement. That’s why I can't stand in a relationship like that. It’s enough for me right now. Being alone like this.
“Vermouth, please,” a guy give an order to Bob and sitting next to me. It’s vague in here so I can't see him clearly but I’m sure that his age is under mine.
“Bob! One glass again,” I said to Bob. I don’t want lost to that guy. Sherry is not too alcoholic that means that I won't drunk. I can drink vermouth even gin or vodka, but I must think that I have to give lessons tomorrow. Therefore, I only can drink them in certain time.
“Jung Yunho! Are you trying to escaped?” someone yelled to a guy next to me.
“Who’s escaped? I just don’t want to talk to you any longer,” the guy named Jung Yunho replied. Aw! This is a couple disputes. I don’t want to hear it. It’s better for me to drink up my sherry and get out of here right now.
“I ask you again! What do you mean that we should have to break up?” the girl asked rudely.
“Break up means break up!” Jung Yunho Replied.
“But why?” the girl asked again. Jung Yunho hit the table anger.
“Do you think I didn’t see what you are doing in my back?” he have been very anger now. You had better go...
“It isn’t like that! You misunderstand!” the girl trying to explain.
“Do you think I’m blind? I knew it since a week ago. I thought you would quit it and apologize to me! However, you don’t! It’s enough! You’re such terrible!”
“You can’t do this to me!”
“Why not?”
“I love you,” the girl confessed. Jung Yunho silent and thinking a while. Ok! I think I should go now. I have a bad prejudice.
“Don’t you catch it? Why I not get home after I said broke up to you? I have a new girlfriend!” Jung Yunho stated while he pulls my arms approached him.
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(Yunho POV)
It’s OK to be like this, right? The girl that sit next to me is not ugly, and maybe she want to help me after heard the argue with Eunhye.
“What? What did you said Yunho?” Eunhye glared me in disbelief.
“Yes! What did you said?!” the girl talks loudly. Out of my guess, her voice is too low and heavy for a woman voice. I give her a warn gaze. But she looks doesn’t understand and too confused.
“I’m going out with this girl since yesterday,” I said firmness. Eunhye and the girl glaring at me with eye widened.
“Don’t lay Yunho!” Eunhye Said. Oh, My God!!! This girl was too obstinate! What should I do?
“Stop it guys! Who’s going out with you?! I told you! I’m...” then suddenly I kissed the girl next to me to stop her words. But something strange when I touch her lips. I don’t know how to say it, but it’s too pleasure, too soft, and make me addicted. The girl I kissed pulled me away and then I felt disappointed. Honestly, I want more.
“You see? You’re nothing to me!” I said to Eunhye. She is glaring at me anger.
“How you could do this to me! You’re so mean!” Eunhye yelled as she running away. I’m sighing roomy.
“Hey, bast*rd!” The woman that I still hold called me. She must be anger listened to her voice. I turn my head faces the girl then a punch landed in my cheek. I fell down from my chair, see that she was so angry, and give me a death glare. I feel fear then.
“If you don’t know, then I tell you... I’m a man!” the woman... no! I mean the man that I thought was a woman walk away passed me. I can't say anything even think straightly. Oh, My God! What I’ve been doing?! I kissed a man?!
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(Junsu POV)
"Junsu, could you please help me to throw all of this trash?" My Mother asked me while I'm just trying to finishing my PS2 game.
"Not now, mom," I reply, still very busy with my PS2. Then she come towards me and turns of the TV.
"Mom?!" I shout at her, disbelief about what she has done.
"Now," She's staring me with her eyes and I know soon or later she will throw my PS2 if I don't do her order.
"Aish..." I sighing and bring two of the trash bags out of the apartment. Still thinking about how to solve the enemy in my game. After came out of the apartment, I put of the trash bags in front of the apartment building and walking quickly back to my apartment. Don't want to lose any time again.
“Jae hyung?” I look at the figure in front of apartment elevator surprisingly. He is Kim Jaejoong, my next-door neighbor. You know, when you look at him you will feel that you need him to solve your problem. It’s shoed on his face, how he will do anything. He is a helpful person. And my problem is I falling in love with this person. However, he doesn’t and shouldn’t know anything about it.
“Ah, Junsu. What are you doing out of there late at night?” He is smiling when he see me.
“Throwing trash. Do you just get home?”
“Me? Oh no, I’m not. I’m just getting home from... well, you know,” then he chuckled. I know where he has been.
“Bar? Again? When you will stop it? It’s a bad habit, you know,” I say for the so much time. Then the smile lost from his face. I questioning why in my mind.
Ting! The lift door is open. Jaejoong and I get in to the lift and I push the four key. Jaejoong expression doesn’t change any. Its look like something was happen.
“Is there something wrong?” I ask him when the lift is going up. Jaejoong doesn’t answer or trying to look at me. He just smiles.
“Is there something bad happen?” I ask him again. This time, he shakes his head slowly. I know he is lying.
“Then why?” I still not surrender.
“Well, only a little thing that happened, you shouldn’t worry,”
“Your act make me worried,” he smiling again. I wonder what just happened to him.
Ting! The lift door opens for the second time. We are in fourth floor. Jaejoong still keep silent, and I’m just noticing him, confusedly. We walk out from the lift, which the door was closed.
“Have you ever kissed a guy?” Jaejoong asked suddenly. My jaw dropped.
“WHAT?!!!” I shout almost scream at him. He wraps my mouth to stop me talking.
“Don’t shout! Everyone can hear!”
“You kissed a guy?!”
“I said don’t shout!”
“You just...” but I can't finish my sentence. He pushes me to the wall and covering my mouth once again. The next, I realize our position. I feel my heart is beating faster and faster. He is too close! It is too dangerous!
“Don’t shout!” he whispering with a warn tone. I nodded in a hurry. He releases me then sighing.
“You kissed a guy?” I ask calmer than before.
“I’m not! You misunderstand!”
“So, what?” Jaejoong keep silent for a while then he sighing.
“Well, it’s not like your thought. I’m just watching cinema which showing a kind of relationship like that. Just it,”
“Just it? Then why you asked me whether I have to kissed a guy or not?”
“I don’t know... just asking... well, I think you should go back now, maybe your mother is already to settle up your PS2. Anyway, I couldn’t teach you today. See you tomorrow, Junsu,” He said as he waving his hand and get into his apartment.
I’m forgetting to close my mouth, which is open too wide. Kim Jaejoong, is there something wrong with you? Did you really kiss a guy? Then how about me?
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