What the hell is going on
Ok so Ash and I are having a hard time...shes done a few small things that have annoyed me lately and I thought telling her about it would maybe help things. It seems like if I try and talk to her about this stuff she just gets mad at me. I dunno we got into it a little tonight before she just got mad at me and said she was going to go. I then got in the shower because I hadnt taken one yet today to come out to Brian telling me that Ash told him to tell me to read my aim away messages....in which Ash basicly said that things are not working out and that we need to talk or possibly break up...I know that I dont want to break up with her I love her....well Ash just called and we talked a little. We arent going to break up but we still need to work this issue out. I know that once we talk Ash will feel like its all her overreacting and stuff but that may not be completely true, I know certain attitudes that I could take with her when we talk will just piss her off and I need to work on not getting into those attitudes. Overall I know that Im ready to be home with her for summer so we can spend more than one day a week together, I had wrote an entry last night that got lost in which I said that I think the distance and our work scheduals have been weighing on our relationship. Lately we've been spending only hours together each week even though we talk almost daily. Im just ready to be home and have no school to worry about. ok well everyone have a good day. ok well Im gonna post a picture that I did of Ash last night when I missed her.
