odd feeling
hey everybody eddy here, well i gotta say i wish i was happier, but i cant shake this feeling & i dont really know what it is, but ill try to keep happy face on, no reason to get others involved with my issues, umm yesterday was pretty boring just stayed home, i went running, cuase i gotta lose weight to eat my favorite food in the whole world (empanda's), o & kyle & court r together im happy for them, i met jason's girlfriend she seemed nice, today i dont really have plans except meet up with court & kyle,{(edit) well the whole klye & court thing got cancled} lets see my father has pollars which is like the stage b4 amonia, & mother is always in constant pain she doesnt tell me but i see it when shes walkin around,{(edit) i just found out mother is in the hospital}. ill c what i can do about this feeling thou i hope its just a combination of hunger & bordom. o i met up with my sisters yesterday & kristy is gettin back with her boyfriend, & brie is still the same ol brie that i know, well thats all i gotz to say for today laterz {(edit) today just doesnt seem to b my day} {(2nd edit) well mom well b fine she has a uninary infection & & some tornm legiments in her back but what ive heard so far is that she'll b fine, what i want to do is give a hugh shout out to my friends kyle,nadz,court,jason i love u guys, im glad to say that feeling is gone whatever ever it was i was lookin for i have found :)