Hit me in the head like a ball-peen hammer

Apr 19, 2005 21:57

I was making a comment in reply to a comment and I said something that I want to go into more, but so everyone can see it.

Ever since 2005 started, things have been going my way. Not a thing here or there, but everything. Things keep falling into my lap. Sure, things almost always do, but not every day like it has been happening. On one hand, I love it, it's like I don't have to try for anything, it will just work out. On the other, I don't have to try for anything and it leaves me with nothing to do but sit back and wait.

It's like that story with the king with a touch of gold. Sure he gets everything he wants, which would be turning everything he owns into gold, but he finds he can't control it. It just doesn't stop. The meaning is if everything just goes your way, sooner or later you're going to want to fuck something up, but you can't. Even if you do manage to fuck something, there will be someone to cover your ass to keep you from getting skinned.

All I want is something bad to happen to me, and I want it to stay that way forever. I don't care if it's a lose of a close friend, or that I failed a class. I'm asking for bad luck, just one time. So I remember what it feels like to lose. Because if you're always winning, there's no joy in it.
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