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So apparently this is what my "supposed" best friend thinks about me, isn't she such a great friend guys?:
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she thinks she's better than everyone because she gets to be objectified by a stupid boy and has to wake up early to work, yet she failed everything she's ever done and has no ambition in life other than to fuck every hot boy she sees.
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and you know what, that doesn't fly over with me too well. First of all, anyone who knows me, also knows that I am not a person to think I'm better than anyone or anything else. I've never thought that and never will. Is she jealous that someone I've liked since sophmore year in high school likes me back now? And does she think I like waking up at 5 to get to work on time? Because that's just bullshit. If I could sleep all day, I would, and it would be glorious. But no, I have to get my ass out of bed monday through friday in order to make money, and yes that's life, I know. And that is what I do. I have to do this because of mistakes I've made in the past such as failing college. And why did I fail college? Because I wasn't ready to be there...and supposedly thats my fault. And it may be, but I don't need my friends telling me that I fail at everything I've ever done, that's not fucking true at all. And another thing, does anyone honestly think my only ambition in life is to fuck all the hot boys I see? Not that there is anything wrong with having a little fun, but honestly, if that's your only ambition in lfe, that's fucked up. Sure I may joke about it, but once again, anyone who really knows me knows that's not true as well. I may not be a super ambitious person, I never have been, but it doesn't mean I don't have goals for myself. If I had no goals I would be nothing, I would be a loser who lives at home has no job, does drugs 24/7 and tries to commit suicide on a daily basis. There would be no point to life. I've have plenty of dreams and ambitions, and at least I'm working toward them, not sitting on my ass and whining about how shitty life is and how everyone thinks they are better than myself and bullshit like that. If you are going to be a bitch like that, then fuck off. I don't need extra drama in my life, and I don't need so called "friends" like you to tell me I'm a fuck up. You don't ever think about people's feelings and the things you say, and you are so totally fake to people when you have a problem with them. You never fucking say that anything is wrong, you sit there and pretend to be having fun and act like you don't have a problem at all. And then you go home and write a stupid away message that tells the world that I'm a fuck up and fail at everything I try and that I think that everyone is beneath me. You know what, maybe I am better than you because I don't treat my friends like shit.
And quit being a hypocrite, by saying all that shit that you've said, you are placing yourself at a higher level than me, therefore thinking that you're better than I am, because I am a waste of life and only want to get with every cute boy I see, where as you apparently have ambitions and dreams, and sit on your ass all day thinking about getting an 8 ball of coke so you can waste more of your life.
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she thinks she's better than everyone because she gets to be objectified by a stupid boy and has to wake up early to work, yet she failed everything she's ever done and has no ambition in life other than to fuck every hot boy she sees.
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and you know what, that doesn't fly over with me too well. First of all, anyone who knows me, also knows that I am not a person to think I'm better than anyone or anything else. I've never thought that and never will. Is she jealous that someone I've liked since sophmore year in high school likes me back now? And does she think I like waking up at 5 to get to work on time? Because that's just bullshit. If I could sleep all day, I would, and it would be glorious. But no, I have to get my ass out of bed monday through friday in order to make money, and yes that's life, I know. And that is what I do. I have to do this because of mistakes I've made in the past such as failing college. And why did I fail college? Because I wasn't ready to be there...and supposedly thats my fault. And it may be, but I don't need my friends telling me that I fail at everything I've ever done, that's not fucking true at all. And another thing, does anyone honestly think my only ambition in life is to fuck all the hot boys I see? Not that there is anything wrong with having a little fun, but honestly, if that's your only ambition in lfe, that's fucked up. Sure I may joke about it, but once again, anyone who really knows me knows that's not true as well. I may not be a super ambitious person, I never have been, but it doesn't mean I don't have goals for myself. If I had no goals I would be nothing, I would be a loser who lives at home has no job, does drugs 24/7 and tries to commit suicide on a daily basis. There would be no point to life. I've have plenty of dreams and ambitions, and at least I'm working toward them, not sitting on my ass and whining about how shitty life is and how everyone thinks they are better than myself and bullshit like that. If you are going to be a bitch like that, then fuck off. I don't need extra drama in my life, and I don't need so called "friends" like you to tell me I'm a fuck up. You don't ever think about people's feelings and the things you say, and you are so totally fake to people when you have a problem with them. You never fucking say that anything is wrong, you sit there and pretend to be having fun and act like you don't have a problem at all. And then you go home and write a stupid away message that tells the world that I'm a fuck up and fail at everything I try and that I think that everyone is beneath me. You know what, maybe I am better than you because I don't treat my friends like shit.
And quit being a hypocrite, by saying all that shit that you've said, you are placing yourself at a higher level than me, therefore thinking that you're better than I am, because I am a waste of life and only want to get with every cute boy I see, where as you apparently have ambitions and dreams, and sit on your ass all day thinking about getting an 8 ball of coke so you can waste more of your life.