i'm feeling it...

[shibbydude]

ugh...today was dumb dumb dumb. I told Marybeth that it was us that called her [prank phone call] and i guess she told anna or something iono, anna called me and she seemed very angry with me that i told mb. I felt bad i had to iono i guess i should have kept my mouth shut...i seem to ruin everything...who the hell can like me..the gay asian kid that acts white............i should fuckin move or run away, make everyones life better. yea today was bad day as you can see. At blockbuster we saw marybeth we all said are his and mb looked sorta mad and annas like omg she hates me and amanda said something iono but i think she said oh i know and both of them gave me this look, and this look just i don't even know made me feel sooooo horrible inside i just felt like dying right there. oh well like i said its my fault...its always my fault

On the other hand i guess the only good news would have to be...i'm going snowboarding tomorrow i should be a little bit more excited but iono after today....