Panic, facing fear, pride and prejudice
Its been a while I feel updates will be more often these days. I'll being a lot more honest these days explaining myself to me. Right now I'm at a fellow classmates house from my supernatural school, my thrid and final year. Were watching "Pride and prejudice" it's all girls and I'm fighting anxiety and panic attacks, I wouldn't have been able to do this several months ago. It's a challenge finding peace but totally worth it. That's what part of my journey is, finding my self worth, overcoming shame and overcoming my fear of woman. That's why I'm here today walking in normalcy, faking till I make it sort of deal. It's going good so far and being able to just be here and being able to be here and not fade away in panic is refreshing. That's all for now.