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Ok... I have been 6 months in Basic because of a broken wrist... I have this tremendous pain still, now that its healed... and they really aren't giving me a direct answer why. So I have to get an OTHER surgery for my wrist, that will take an other month to actually have, and 3 months after that to heal. THIS DOES NOT MEAN I WILL BE FIXED, anyway. So I could have this pain for the rest of my life. I mean, I can't cut my french toast with a fork and a knife. I can't lift.. it just sucks. So you might not see me for a little while. HOWEVER. Some of the Doctors in the ward I am in now, are definately trying to help me... they are talking with people in the VA. (Veterans Admin.) to pay for my surgery and take care of any medical problems with my wrist OUT SIDE of the AF. Hopefully that will happen. 6 months kinda wore on me. I am now in a Psych. Ward for PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) There is something I can't remember to this day about him... and I am on the verge of accepting all that has happened. Sorry for those that had to bear with my issues. I am getting lots of help from the doctors here, and I have realized alot since being here. Sorry for those that I didn't write recently... I have been pretty depressed and stressed. Overwhelmed would be a good explianation of it too. I thank you Blake, if you can read this... I am not sure if you would be able to get on the internet in deployment... but thank you for writing me. Thanks to all of my friends that have been there for me, and sending me Harry Potter. I read the 6th already ^ ^ its pretty sad... and I am working on a Fan Fiction. I hope I will get to come home soon. I love you all.