Jul 27, 2005 12:44
Getting ready to go. I hate this. I really never wanted to go back to Hollywood. Specially since it is filled with the bitterest of sweet memories that I have ever held in my heart. (And I a taking a blue pixie stick with me, just for you Roger.)
However the promise of Disney...is good reason to go.
I hope I have a good time on this trip. Forget all the things that have gone so very wrong over the last two months. Clean my head out a bit. I miss the company of tigers. Miss him so very much. Maybe, just maybe....things will be different when I come back. But I am not holding my breath. (that is just blue makeup on my face, that and hope fading from my heart.....)
OK, now I am the one who is stalling. I need to go. Finish getting ready to leave.
Hope everyone enjoys themselves,
shi chan