Well, it started off good. Promising even. I had a pre-interview @ MAC Georgetown. So that was something to lift my spirits. I have my real interview next week.
Then I went to pick up Die, since it was raining.
He would have been soaked by the time he would have made it to Nation. Things were going good. But then something happened at the club. Not really sure, but I kinda snapped a little. You see he did not tell me that he was meeting anyone there last night. He told me she is just a friend, but they have never met in real life. WHATEVER!!! And I know what she looks like, saw her in the washroom. So the whole time I am talking to him, he is staring behind me. So I think he is staring at her, since she is wearing hot pants, a top hat, and MY MAKEUP!!! (Sorry I get a little touchy about that, just ask NEIL!!! AND...she is a MANA cosplayer. This too is where I tend to get touchy. ONLY 2 people allowed there, myself and
satsukei!!!!) Now of course...I tell him that she that is your friend in the top hat and that he can just keep on staring. I then decided that this was time for me to leave (only 11:10!!! and I hate the feeling of being replaced). I start me make my rounds. I wanted to say hi & bye to Dexter, but I could not find him. Then I did, sat and talked with him for a while. I had not seen him or talked to him in some weeks. While we are talking, Die comes back and wants to know if we can talk. The talk does not go well. So I find out that he truly do NOT understand my actions and that we are either together or nothing. What is with the damn PRESSURE!!! I told him that I had no intention of ever being gone forever, that I was coming back. But when I left, he just treated me like someone that you really don't like or know. I did not like that at all.
I missed yoga this morning, William kept waking me up. That sucked. I could not sleep. Now that bastage is asleep and looking all handsome on my bed. *shakes head* Gonna try to hit the 5:30 class. Suppose to hang with Mr. G this evening. Not sure what time or anything. But around 1am or so I will have Kana P., PMB and Suffix here for Sakura Matsuri!!! They will be here till sometime on Sunday. Hurray!!! So time for me to clean up a little. Then later I am going to the x-husband's house so that he can fix my box!! There is no sound coming out of it and you can't make music that way.
hope everyone has a good weekend.
if love isn't forever
and it not the weather...
shi