omg wow
I haven't really slept too regularly lately... it's been crazy
And I've been spending a hell of a lot of time with... well, almost everybody... or at least everyone that matters. I love my friends. Don't know what I'd do without 'em!
I haven't been home too much lately. I think my parents hate that... the idea that I'm out with guys all the time [due to a lack of chick friends] and I'm sure they really hate the idea of me crashing out at a guys house. Eh well.
I was so tired around 130 that I could barely keep my eyes open at Byron's and actually dozed off leaning on Russell... and NOW... yeah, now I can't sleep. I came home to sleep... and I CAN'T. It sucks balls.
Thomas has been weird lately. Dunno. Maybe I'm just reading things wrong... but when he pops up on your best friends computer asking "Be honest with me, is my baby okay?" and then tells you he wasn't worried about you..... it just doesn't add up. And the past couple times I've talked to him he's been kind of short and cordial with me. It's strange. But, I guess it was bound to happen. He is in a completely different state after all and it's been over two weeks since he's left. It seems like it's been so much longer... I guess because of all that's happened.
My sense of time is so off. Things that happened a month ago seemed like they happened last week and vice versa.
At any rate, I miss my Thomas. I really do. I hope he's happy. That's what really matters... that he's happy.
Well, I'm off to attempt some sleep. Sweet dreams.
"Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off",..... [hmm, catchy]
Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)
Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
And I've been spending a hell of a lot of time with... well, almost everybody... or at least everyone that matters. I love my friends. Don't know what I'd do without 'em!
I haven't been home too much lately. I think my parents hate that... the idea that I'm out with guys all the time [due to a lack of chick friends] and I'm sure they really hate the idea of me crashing out at a guys house. Eh well.
I was so tired around 130 that I could barely keep my eyes open at Byron's and actually dozed off leaning on Russell... and NOW... yeah, now I can't sleep. I came home to sleep... and I CAN'T. It sucks balls.
Thomas has been weird lately. Dunno. Maybe I'm just reading things wrong... but when he pops up on your best friends computer asking "Be honest with me, is my baby okay?" and then tells you he wasn't worried about you..... it just doesn't add up. And the past couple times I've talked to him he's been kind of short and cordial with me. It's strange. But, I guess it was bound to happen. He is in a completely different state after all and it's been over two weeks since he's left. It seems like it's been so much longer... I guess because of all that's happened.
My sense of time is so off. Things that happened a month ago seemed like they happened last week and vice versa.
At any rate, I miss my Thomas. I really do. I hope he's happy. That's what really matters... that he's happy.
Well, I'm off to attempt some sleep. Sweet dreams.
"Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off",..... [hmm, catchy]
Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)
Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster