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everyones getting happy, changing, having fun. I wont let myself join, I dont know why, theres something Im still holding onto that made me happy two years ago, but now it just makes me sick. I keep telling myself to not be afraid, and quite honestly I dont know what to be afraid of at this point. Lately Ive also realized that i dont like very many people. But to the people i do like, I love.
I want to change, grow up, do all these crazy things, take risks lie to my parents and really go enjoy being young. Im holding onto the past. I feel like a kitten clinging to the top of a tree, holding on for dear life...but what that kitten doesnt know is that she'll surely land on her feet and finally be free.
I want to change, grow up, do all these crazy things, take risks lie to my parents and really go enjoy being young. Im holding onto the past. I feel like a kitten clinging to the top of a tree, holding on for dear life...but what that kitten doesnt know is that she'll surely land on her feet and finally be free.