Friends Only

Aug 16, 2004 22:46

Okay just to stop the drama, I made my journal Friends Only.

I don't hate the people who were bringing stuff up, and I don't regret saying anything on here. I viewed my opinion on certain matters, and I am sorry if it is taken offense. I know I didn't make matters easier, but it really isn't best to start a fight with me about me then change it to myself. I know you think I may have called you materialistic then you read my journal and say my list of things I need, and said why does she need stilettos? There are things, actually many many things you don't know about me. I wear stilettos with my indian outfits, I need a black pair to match the indian outfit I have to wear this sunday to my cousin's 2nd birthday party. I'm not going to make it worse and talk about you and say any shit, because I don't hate you and I don't hate the other people, I may dislike two of you, with all my might, and stand the other two of you, but you guys said mean things about me , so I said stuff in here, I didn't actually expect anyone to read it, that's why I put it in here. No one read my journal before so I assumed, which isn't good but I did, and this happened. I still like you guys, two of you more than the other two. And I guess you can say i hate the person I was with you guys, that I took it out on you calling you egotistical and materialistic bitches. I do regret saying it, but you have to understand that a lot of the time I spent with you all, it really seemed like it. I know I should have told you later in your life, but maybe telling you now will make your lives better. I'm not going to try and show you up or try and savage anything. Because to tell you the truth I'm not going to show you up because we aren't going down the same road that I can pass you on. Your going to succed in life the way you want to. I may not want to salvage a relationship with you in general, but i still have little of one with the others. Showing you up or whatever else isn't what i'm going to do. I'm going to say I'm sorry, and leave you alone. You can talk to me if you want to. Just to let you know I really only remember the good and fun times I had rather than the bad ones, and I'm entitled to my opinions and shit talk sound like ones. But I'm not going to find you, you have to find me.

But If you want to be my friend comment, and I will only add you If I want too.
Plus If your a Fremont Homie or I know you from my past journals, then I will definitely add you.
Up