May 08, 2005 15:25
This has been a long day already. I woke up really early and decided that I was going to go to the parents house so that I could cut the grass so when they return from vacation tonight dad wouldn't have to cut the grass. After I cut the grass I decided that rory needed to be washed. That was taken care of and I proceeded to lay out. I think I fried myself. As I sit here, the burn sets in. It's a great feeling. I then proceeded to go buy flowers and then to the cemetery. I was okay until I got to the grave -site. As soon as I pulled up, I started to cry. All that is there is a mound of dirt and a headstone. But, I talked to my grandma and made some ammends. I cried all the way home.
I'm making some meat loaf tonight for dinner. I've never made this so I am anxious to see how it will turn out. First, though, I think we are going to go grab a few drinks on a patio somewhere. It's almost 80 degrees so it's really gorgeous. And there is just something about a lazy sunday afternoon on a patio, having some drinks and enjoying good friends.
Annie Lennox is playing through the apartment and something just feels so right about it.
This has been a weekend of analysis. Self exploration.