Sep 14, 2005 11:33
teehee. im ganna start using this again! woo hoo! arnt u guys just the luckiest lil things! well like everyone is leaving me for band camp today... its sad! cause my stupid leg! i always fuck things up i swear! its ridiculous! lol... oh well things happen for a reason... its just not ment to be. my john is finally back from eroupe. thank god! i was seriously going insane! like woah!
im sorry for being bitches to alot of u... i didnt mean to its just that the medicine make me like this and then im depressed and its just a big mess. soo dont take it personaly unless i tell u to cause then i really mean it. but latley i havent ment it. soo if ur pissed at me im sorry but deal with it. my life sucks right now i only have a couple good things in my life...and even those go wrong to its just bad timeing everywhere i guess... i no im being all me me me but its MY JOURNAL if u dont like what i put in it then fuck off. its suppose to be about me... and i hate drama soo dont start shit on this! cause i no alot of things go wrong. the only drama goin in here is about me. ya i no im being a bitch agian well this is me if u dont like it then woops not my fault! well if u guys are courises god i cant type! then i will tell u whats going on... my father is cheting on my mother...he is still with his girlfriend....and says he loves her....but still lives with us... isint that odd.... then my mom is playing pitty me im old im never ganna get together with anyone blah blah blah.....then my aunt is being a bitch cause she and my baby cousin arnt the center of attenchion any more since i got surgery...im like well sorry i didnt ask for this!!!! its like do u think i want to sit on the couch and do nothing? uhhh... no i have alot of other things to do... and i get to start school off with cruches... how freggin excelent is that!! woo hoo go me. haha i just read this and i sound like im asking ppl to feel sorry for me... lol
well im not im just blowing off steam! soo yup! thats enough for today or right now... w.e buh byes love yas!