May 13, 2004 09:37
"don't make me come back there and fuck you" wow..i don't fucking think so. No one says that to me. I swear i'm going to end up with iss for another week because i just don't think i'll be able to hold myself back from slitting andy's throat. Look at him over there, all dumb and just dying to be punched in the face by me. He keeps looking at me, and licking his lips and all sorts of gross disgusting things...why why whyyyyyyyy do i have to get stuck in here with the bottom of the barrel, the scuz of the earth day after day after day.
It wouldn't be bad...if guys weren't such frigging pigs.
Last friday...there was 4 guys, and one other girl besides me, then it was all down hill from there...monday and tuesday...me and 5 guys...yesterday, me and some dude...and today, me and 3 dudes. I've been in here forever, i just watch as people come in, due their time and then fly away back into the world of cherokee, while i remain in here. I've been here so long its to the point i've begun to grow fond of this little room. It's going to feel awkward going back to class even, i just wish i could choose people to be in here with me.
almost 9:45, and i'm done all my work. Today should be fun i guess...that is if andy stops turning around and lookign at me. I want some tobacco..i dont even wanna smoke it, i wanna pick up a giant chunck of it the side of my left foot and just cram it into my mouth and start chewing it for a few hours. Mmmmm. IIght, i think i'm out, i wanna check my email.