Life
Is okay, Shaunna called me upset and we talked about everything and now it's back to normal :)
Life has actually been kind of hard lately. I think I am just way to hard on myself. Like insecurity wise. I care too much about what other people think and I never used to be like this, am i skinny enough.. am i tan enough.. do people dislike me.. wah wah wah I need to just say screw it and not care :)
I'm sure some people might understand.
Work is awesome and I think I'm getting a great raise because of the position I'm taking on. Newport is nice. Boys, having problems with them, I feel sorry for boys that have to deal with me haha, I can be such a jerk, but I swear its not intentional.
Last night I saw Tara Reid, Wilmer, Shannon Elizabeth, and the best.. Paully Shore (spelling is probably wrong). This rich guy got us into a really popular club thats hard to get into and I had such a GREAT time. The only thing I don't like is having people cater to me, like I feel guilty, Ryan rented out a booth and like every 5 seconds someone would come and clean up, even like little drops, and I felt bad! And the bathroom lady would wait for you to come out of the bathroom then hand you a towel, I don't like that at all. All in all, it was a good time and it was nice to get out. I really want to say something to Paully Shore, I love him.
Ps) No one has heard from my Mom or sister in weeks, please pray that theyre safe because I'm scared.
Life has actually been kind of hard lately. I think I am just way to hard on myself. Like insecurity wise. I care too much about what other people think and I never used to be like this, am i skinny enough.. am i tan enough.. do people dislike me.. wah wah wah I need to just say screw it and not care :)
I'm sure some people might understand.
Work is awesome and I think I'm getting a great raise because of the position I'm taking on. Newport is nice. Boys, having problems with them, I feel sorry for boys that have to deal with me haha, I can be such a jerk, but I swear its not intentional.
Last night I saw Tara Reid, Wilmer, Shannon Elizabeth, and the best.. Paully Shore (spelling is probably wrong). This rich guy got us into a really popular club thats hard to get into and I had such a GREAT time. The only thing I don't like is having people cater to me, like I feel guilty, Ryan rented out a booth and like every 5 seconds someone would come and clean up, even like little drops, and I felt bad! And the bathroom lady would wait for you to come out of the bathroom then hand you a towel, I don't like that at all. All in all, it was a good time and it was nice to get out. I really want to say something to Paully Shore, I love him.
Ps) No one has heard from my Mom or sister in weeks, please pray that theyre safe because I'm scared.