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[shh_im_talking]

I finally asked. I explained the situation and I have been given a few more hours at work. I still have a job which surprises me. But I was allowed more hours and more money... which surprised me further. I honestly expected him to fire me for even asking, I should have believed Chinen. I'm happy with it now. I'm going to save alongside Tachibana-

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[bujutsu_goth]

See~~? What'd I tell you~~? All you had to do was ask him...The old man might be gruff and cranky at times, but he likes you....He wouldn't fire you for asking for more hours and more money, especially when he knows you really need it...

...And I'm glad that you're starting to feel a bit better. Death has an odd way of making one behave in a way they don't normally act...I know I did the same thing when my father died...I was only 10 years old at the time, but even so, I figured that if I bottled up my feelings and thoughts about it and shoved it all aside, then maybe...I would be able to forget the pain I felt...And maybe I would be able to cope with life as it had been dealt for me and carry on......It didn't work out too well, though, and I had my first experience in being drunk because of it...Not exactly something a 10 year old should be doing...
...But I eventually came to terms with everything with the help of the ones I loved...They were hurting just as much as I was, but together, we were able to get past the pain and remember the good things in life that were around us.......So keep the ones you love close to your heart and listen to them. They probably have their worries as well, but if you talk to each other about it, you'll find yourself healing soon enough...