Haunting Image

May 10, 2010 07:23

 I had a nightmare about a day ago. I can't remember what it was about, but one image tends to stick in my head the entire time. One of where my index finger is coming off of my hand. I can see the bone in it, but yet I feel nothing as I begin to slowly pull it off. I realize the reason it's coming off so easily is because I consume to much sugar.

Right now I'm pissed off at my brother Jacob. He won't eat the rest of his food. >.< No matter what I do he either doesn't listen to me or replies back with sarcasm. What bothers me is that no matter what I do he either only listens to me when he feels like it or not at all. And my parents usually do nothing about it to make him understand I'm the one in charge, not him.

I meant to actually write about me this morning, but I'm to distracted. My mind keeps leaping around everywhere instead of staying focused. Lately, I've been taking my laptop with me to school so I can work more on my writing. This hasn't proved at all useful since the only time I really have to type is during my second period class and lunch. Both in which I'm reading and refuse to put the book down. ^_^'

I have my coffee with me, and I'm going to snag another cup before I have to leave this morning for school. I need to start waking up at six o'clock to actually have time to do this. Instead of playing around and not doing anything at all in the morning. 
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