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Okay so i dont know what i'm going to talk about.. Well, subway got robbed. Which is sorta funny, but sorta not. I thought it was funny because, for one who the fuck robbs a fucking sub store. I mean cmon, can u just imagine what they asked. "hey bud, give me a free fucking sub". That would be so dumb, but i guess, on the other hand it wouldnt, because they do make a lot of money. They came in with a gun, i would be so scared. And at the time they did this, daniela was working, but she wasnt out in the area. She was in the bathroom, taking a pee. So i guess she didnt have to deal with that. I'd be like shaking, i mean having a fun pointed at your face, i've never had that done before. And wtf is vermont coming to, I mean, vermont never had any really big robberies. Just little ones, at like freakin stores, not at a sub place. Oh, and daniela got her second sidetation, which isnt good. She had to go get her picture taken, and finger printed. She also got tresspassing chargers on her, because she was staying in an abandon home. That is how they found her pot, and pipe. So now she lost her free weed, and the pipe she got for 9$. Danielle started talking to me again, which i will admit is very cool, because i missed her. Believe it or not. Stephanie left a message on my away, which was really weird. Saying that she was afraid to call me. Which is a good thing, because i want her to keep being afraid. I can say this loudly though, I'M NOT IN LOVE WITH STEPHANIE ANYMORE. I also could care less if anyone doesnt believe me, because i dont need people to believe me, as long as i know, i'm telling the truth. I'm not waiting for her eiver. Oh, and i met this really really really hot chick up at the park, her name is racheal palmer. God, she is so hot. I got the privilage of talking to her, which was so awesome, because i thought we had like a vibe going. I so wanted to like tap her ass though. We wont go there. I also think daniela is starting to like me again. I just feel that vibe. And the funny thing is, i dont like her in any way like that anymore. I mean i can actually feel comfortable around her. And not give a damn. Yeah. AwEsoMe. Gosh i'm doing so well. I'm so proud of myself. I havent cried within over a like 3 weeks. I think, i havent cut. I havent smoked, only cigarettes, but even then, i'm cutting down, because i havent had a pack in a while. I havent had any real big crushes, because i've been telling myself to just let it go.. Yeah, ALL the crushes. I think i'm just gonna let myself chill, actually. I'm not doing anymore long distance dating. Because seriously i say fuck it. And if you dont like it you can suck it. Because, i really dont give a shit anymore. I'm just gonna go after anyone i like. First i'm gonna go out with colbie, just to see how that goes, just for the fuck of it. I dont care, hey, i'm 16 i have a whole life ahead of me still. If that doesnt work, i'm gonna try my hardest for racheal palmer, and i dont give a fuck if she has a bf, because maybe she does that, date girl date guy thing at the same time, because she's bi. If she dont work, i'll just hang out at the park, meet more people. Make friends. Move in from there. Because i dont give a shit anymore. So guess what this is me not caring anymore. I'm dumb, yes i know. But seeing, nobody wants me, why not. Peace mother fuckers.
Oh, and my journal is gonna be public now.
Oh, and my journal is gonna be public now.