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Well, i'm doing a lot better than what i was. Sorta, kinda. I sorta took what stephanie said to me. I mean, hey if she sees that in the future maybe i do too. I just dont know. I hate to like plan my future out. I like everything to take my by the surprise. But hey, i should just date. I mean, maybe it wont end out to me being with stephanie in the end. Colbie wants me to go to texas for her birthday which is in july something. Which i would love to go, because i mean cmon its texas. Talk about heat. Plus, i want to tan. I want to see if texas sun will burn me because it has stronger rays. I hope it does, because i dont know what a burn is and i want to experience that. =\. But my parents wont let me go, unless i come up with the money. Then i'm thinking how the hell can i come up with at least 400$. A job, but i have hard trouble with that. Just, yeah. Like, i dont follow through with it. I think i'm just gonna try to find my quizno application. Call the # on the paper, and ask were do i bring the paper. Because quizno is getting built still. So, like yeah. Then i might be someone they hire. Hopefully, because i want n need money so bad right now. Oh, and another thing. I just recently found out that Colbie likes me. Which was a big shock to me like more than anyone would think. See, in the beginning. I liked colbie, like way back when i first met her which was in 8th grade. But then, the more we hung out it disappeard. Which i'm not gonna lie, colbie is an attractive girl, but i mean. EW. Its hard to explain. Its like saying, your best friend was in love with you. Which she said she thinks she is. Then i thought, wow, after all this time, she's liked me. I mean, when we got drunk. We were in my bathroom chilling you know, like we bonded so much that night. I talked to her, she was tootin in front of me, colbie has never done that. EVER. Then, i had to pee, so i was like okay. I shouldnt be shy, she's like my best friend. And to think that she likes me. I peed in front of her!. Anyway, i have to leave soon its 707. Just wanted to update and all. I think i might ask annie out. Everyone should leave a message telling me if i should or not. Peace.