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i haven't opened LJ and felt like i was throwing down the right thing for a really long time. it's like no matter how i word something, it comes across as phony (to me) and wrong and never sounds the way i want it to. i probably just need to get over myself. write what you're thinking, stupid.
anyway
i have to start making life decisions, and i have no idea how to approach it. job stuff and relationships and living arrangements and... whatever else... need to be evaluated and adjusted. i have no idea where to start because i'd usually start small, but nothing is small. every decision seems hard and i have no idea why i'm incapable of making any of them. even the ones that will so obviously make things better.
life, man.
anyway
i have to start making life decisions, and i have no idea how to approach it. job stuff and relationships and living arrangements and... whatever else... need to be evaluated and adjusted. i have no idea where to start because i'd usually start small, but nothing is small. every decision seems hard and i have no idea why i'm incapable of making any of them. even the ones that will so obviously make things better.
life, man.