finals week
so i'm getting my shit ready for my final crits in painting and drawing .... it really sucks a whole lot i have tons and tons of unfinished work but i tend to get super frustrated with everything and yea ... but school is going amazing although i think i'm going to transfer and go with a whole new major haha 'i'm a mess'...
but anyway denise is sitting in my car right now talking on my phone to one of her ten boyfriends probably .... but yea tonight should be fun with her i don't want her to leave i love her to death ....
but i need to be finding another job for the summer my dad said my cousin who works for this engineering firm needs summer help so we'll see ... i just need to get a couple credit cards payed off and this summer and figure out what i'm going to do i really don't want to leave the more i think about it maybe i'll save a ton of money and runaway with denise that would be so amazing ... just after this past weekend i don't really know what i want ... it's not because of anyone it's just the fact that some people can do the tiniest of things to me and it makes me feel like crap .... i think i'm just too much of an emotional wreck at the moment to make any rash decisions and it sucks because i know it's going to hurt a lot of people but it's time for me to start being selfish and putting my foot down about a lot of things ...
much love tanya 'lasagna' havens
oh yea standoffish boys that always get singled out rule
but anyway denise is sitting in my car right now talking on my phone to one of her ten boyfriends probably .... but yea tonight should be fun with her i don't want her to leave i love her to death ....
but i need to be finding another job for the summer my dad said my cousin who works for this engineering firm needs summer help so we'll see ... i just need to get a couple credit cards payed off and this summer and figure out what i'm going to do i really don't want to leave the more i think about it maybe i'll save a ton of money and runaway with denise that would be so amazing ... just after this past weekend i don't really know what i want ... it's not because of anyone it's just the fact that some people can do the tiniest of things to me and it makes me feel like crap .... i think i'm just too much of an emotional wreck at the moment to make any rash decisions and it sucks because i know it's going to hurt a lot of people but it's time for me to start being selfish and putting my foot down about a lot of things ...
much love tanya 'lasagna' havens
oh yea standoffish boys that always get singled out rule