shameless fandom and other such ramblings
fffff .... and a meep of excitement for i have no work for nine days, tis awesome isn't it. would you like to know something else that's awesome. Music. Lots of it.
now i used to be a fan of boy bands like.... no i cant say ha ha ha but then as i became a teenager metal and rocked called to me. green day, rise against, three days grace and linkin park filled me with inspiration and helped me through thought times at school and home as i was bullied at both the music settled me and made me feel there were people who understand my anguish.
(few people have i found who actually do i talk to few from school or college mainly because most of them are back stabbing cunts)
lately however my taste has winded partially int he last three years and more so in the year just gone, indie rock came around and the arctic monkeys became my main love, though i have to admit i only got into them because a guy i fancied told me about them ha ha. love i hate it but i seem to need it.
annnnyway as i was blabbering my taste has winded to the extreme that my fav sounds have been crushed my the usual loud in your face anger music and been replaced by something sweet and fluffy... namely owl is city. they are fucking epic i think i like all this coz at this time in life, well its still shit my life always is but something warm and fuzzy fills my soul !!!!!...... and its not my kitten its a stinking huge crush ha ha ha but anyway the guy is awesome i love sweet sounds of Adam young and can only really compare his music to scritty politti a 80s electronic artist.
owl city is of course s well known band thanks to the hit fireflies but that's all people know and that fucking bites i hate it i really do, fireflies is cute yeah but this guy has other epic numbers such as. hello Seattle. fuzzy blue lights. if my heart was a house. the bird and the worm. rainbow veins and my fav the wonderfully wistful vanilla twilight which you can see here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pIz2K3ArrWk
but they all are just wonderful and basically what i would like to call my happy music ha ha ha.
mmmm sappy fluff and love songs make me wanna tell people how i feel, thou in most cases i still dont have the bollocks too dame my low self esteem, may i should just sing some lyrics to him like "circle me and the needle moves gracefully back and forth is my heart was a compass you'd be north" from if my hear was a house,, ha ha.... no bad idea besides i know a better song which i mention later for that ha ha
anyway I'm probably boring some of you with this and i still have more to ramble about for more stuff i suggest you go here http://www.owlcitymusic.com/home.aspx and look about, i shall now spam you with photos which i shall then perv over :P
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another great band thou its certainly not happy is the smiths i am in love with the song called asleep even though i relate to it to much and end up crying sometimes but lyrics like "there is another world, there is a beter world because there must be" just get to ya another song i like is heaven knows I’m miserable now its win.
and now one more probally less heard of band whic i will describe simply as immense.... porcupine tree ! find there tracks deadwing, hatesone, the sound of muzak, sentimental and sleep with me.
ffffff <3 deadwing is epic win and sleep with me appeals to my somewhat perverted persona.... i think it even might make me alittle horny ha ha ha i kid.... or am i.....
other rants and rambled i cant be bothered to get into include my shitty job and my own lack of motivation to get out of it, home or going for something that would potentially make me very happy.... i shall rant another day.... oh fuck it i rant nowwww
i hate it how people cant mind there own business how they just walk up and interrupt you when your talking with friends, my back and the top of my boxers were showing. ok yes so do most peoples its kind of a style but someone, some bitch comes up and runs her hand on my skin and says
"your backside is showin, cover it up its not ladylike"
at this point i am eattin and just say thank you and sorry and continues eatting whilst think fuck off you bitch how dare you touch me, who the fuck do you think you are !?
however thinking its over i just turn to my lovely friend zoe and share a smirk and a shrug when the bitch is back and starts saying why she said it and bing all defensive, we both said its ok really dont worry and she backed off but why why do that really, why come say something go then come back and defend what you did.... why interfere atall why not just mind your own fuckin business
my bum is my business and not for others to touch without my express permission, if my boxers are showin welll fucking lett them they are cute haha ha. i don’t give a shit about being lady like and i dont give a shit about some random cunt with an attitude coming up and telling me how i should be dressed partially a lady who looks like a dude.... no really she did with her blue gangsta bandanna maybe she’s a ghetto bitch and just has to pick fights
well as she said i am a lady and shouldn’t to it, she said it so many times in her defence i was tempted to tell her i was a transvestite ha ha ha.
me and zoe wooie laughed forever about it while eating our much, i usually see her at work only but we stared meeting up on a regular basis which is good coz i love her very much i feel i can tell her everything and she will understand. we have similar insecurities and loves and basically we have developed a close friendship very quickly and i trust her far more than i do other friends which can take years to learn some of the things she knows, i think we feel the same with each other which is ourselves. There’s no need to hide because we have experienced it all before and can relate and accept it.
for now i am forming a cunning plan the *** plan, it involves wearing knee hi socks girl boxers and a man shirt then it involves cupackes ;) and the song sleep with me by porcupine tree !!!
ha ha ha only zoe will get this, shes epic and one here http://lulahbelle.livejournal.com/