FINALLy UPDATED

[shewillbloved]

im way too sensative...ugh...some ppl can just put me in the worst moods possible and thats what so bad abt me i let the mdo that to me. but anyway thats a different story--sorry i havent updated in a while iv been meaning to tell u wat iv done since the weekend...friday i hung out with kt and trish while some mexican followed us from pet store to kmart to westwood...long story, just implying i was freaked out! saturday was alyssas party at nite...had some drama going on there (long stories) but kinda resolved i guess? then sunday i had my sisters graduation and that was boring and i got really badly sunburned and its beginning to peel and blister up now, and then we went to her house and i decided hey! i wanna live with my sister this summer and get a house in connecticut...always a possibility...so i might live with my sister and her friends most of th esummer down at jersey shore or conneticut...goodbye to all u suckers who will treat me like crap this summer...umm then this week went by slow and boring and what else is new, finals r cominmg up, hw is intense...all bullshit like that...monday after school i went with nicole and jim to the sball game and some ppl came. tuesday nothing wednesday my sister came home in the afternoon and i took clothes from her and stuff...thursday is now and im gonna get chinese food soon and im just overall in a bad mood...which really sucks cuz i was having a really good day and then it just comes crashing down bc i swear sometimes god just doesnt want me to be happy which gets me thinking and confused bc i try to make so much other ppl happy so thats weird? no plans for this weekend yet...we have off monday for memorial day i wish i culd go away but yeah ill just sit my sorry no good ass at home n do shit...my cousins might have am emorial day party so that sounds to my liking and maleesa is gonna be an extra in a movie and she asked if me sarah n nat culd b too so i mgiht take up that offer if it comes...other than that, everything sucks right now and i just wanna go back to bed cuz i napped before and im in the worst mood that i culd just sleep thro the rest of the day...the littlest things put me in the worst moods...it seizes to amaze me, im just too sensative like i said firstly...just dont ask bc its not worth explaining abt neway cuz wen i do ppl think i overreact too much and honestly its just my heart its like so weak thats why im so sensative n eveyrtihng is taken to heart and i swear to u the littlest things, things that wuld NEVER bother ne1 else, tend to bother me alot its just a sign of how weak my heart is...but, whatever, i carry a smile when im broken in two...and thats just what im trying to do.

hand me the world on a silver platter and what good would it be with no1 to share...with no1 who truely cares for me....................