Sep 25, 2009 21:44
Its been so long...I have been at a new job for 90 days almost, making 11.00/hr. However, I almost got fired. You see I work at a callcenter..handling accts for comcast cable...so every day I get to hear people bitching about how they don't wanna pay their bill and how they want everything for free. Usually I take it very well..but there are some days where I just don't don't want to be helpful. Especially when they call screaming at me, unwilling to listen to reason or basic mathematics.
On the personal level, I have been able to pay my rent, all my bills, take care of the dogs. I have bought two nice pairs of high heeled shoes, some purple hair dye (I intend to be the Cheshire cat for Halloween), a new scrying mirror, a new book. New pink DS and Viva Pinata game, and Skull Candy headphones. Its been a good week, and it almost makes up for the hell I go through at work.
I even have two new wigs, one black and pink and one baby blue, LOL!
Truly there is much stupidity in the world, but it is how you react to said stupidity which defines your own intellectual level.
Thus these are the words I live for.
In the schemes of relationship I still don't have one...and maybe thats the best for me. I take pride in how I look..but I remember I took hrs to look appropriate with Billy. I always dressed lovely..no sweats, always sexy or prim..matching pj's..no loungewear...and that took a lot of work to look gorgeous every hour of every day. I'm enjoying the downtime..or maybe hoping that when I get with the one or someone who loves me, they will love me in boxers and a t-shirt as much as lingerie....maybe one day...
Professionally, beyond the job as a CAE (Comcast Account Executive) Nice title right? People are recognizing me as a tarot reader all around the city...from the bars, to the grocery store..not bad but I have had to be more careful..including buying a tazer for my protection..
But now I am exhausted so more details to come..