stupid stupid

[shewgarbaby]

so in case you're wondering if i got the job... i don't know yet. :( my mom and i were frantically cleaning today (and yesterday.. and the day before...) to get the house ready for photos for the house listings. oh so tiring. anyway, while i was in the garage, i left my cell upstairs and of course, my most important call of the day happened while i was away.. and i missed the call :( called back almost too late i think.. 30 mins after :( when i called back, the boss just stepped out to likely meet a client. my friend there gave me his cell but he didn't answer so i left a message. i doubt he would call me after his meeting soooo until now, i have no news as to what's up with my future and the printing shop. :(

i'm so stupid. grrrrrrrr. i really hope i get the call tomorrow.. i just want to KNOW. if it's not meant to be, it isn't. it's the first job i applied for so it's not like i'll be totally devastated. i'm just anxious, that's all.

until i get the call, my fingers (and toes) remain crossed.