Oct 13, 2005 00:52
tagged by abiblicalsense.
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1. i am very exhausted, and i hate feeling tired. it's so boring.
2. i should be studying for midterms, but i'm doing this instead.
3. the midterm i should be studying for is urban studies, a class that makes me feel unintelligent every day. am i just not capable of understanding economics?
4. last night when i should have been writing my urban paper, i was kissing a friend from upstairs.
5. the two of us have been down that road before, and i probably shouldn't go down it again.
6. i might though.
7. we have the same favorite song....when i woke up this morning, a rainbow filled the sky. that was god tellin me everything's gonna be alright.
8. that song means a lot more to me than it does to him. two of my best friends sang it to me on a closing night of camp this summer.
9. i miss the ampitheater there. i miss getting up on stage to sing carolina with the song committee and all of the memories i have of that song and the people connected to it.
10. some part of me still loves andrew, who used to wake me up at 4 am to play his guitar for me (and sing that song).
11. i talk about my summer life way too much, but that is because i love it.
12. i also like wearing bright colors and pearls, even though most people here are not so fond of the preppy look.
13. the rain and winter make me really sad. i don't know why. it makes me feel like catherine in a farewell to arms.
14. i wish i were more graceful.
15. my friends are. my best friend is one of the most beautiful people i have ever known.
16. i criticize myself way too often.
17. i want a crush because i have not had one in a long time. that one ended badly. we used each other too much...but we still had a good time. he made my summer amazing.
18. i am taller than him. and taller than #4 as well. i am self-conscious about my height....it makes me feel like a monster, even though i'm not really that, that tall.
19. i love feeling home...and i love listening to really twangy folk music when i am there.
i tag viclye, luvmelotts, susiedotwo.
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