weird ass weekend
this weekend sucks...first i couldnt wait for the weekend to come, then stefan gets in trouble and our plans get ruined, then i invite people over and we are having a good time then i find out caleb died and i didnt even know him and im sad, that just goes to show how quick your life can change how anything can happen and we have such little time to be here. but that didnt bring me down to much (yet) so me and my dad and stuff drink a little and im having more fun, good comverstaions and friends, all that fun stuff. and then my friend gets all wierd on me and tells me to kill her and i loose it and we get into this huge comverstation about life and all this other shit and im crying like a fucking baby...but we get over it and have some more fun and pass out at like 5 in morning. wake up and im drained of energy from the night before, and we start watching beauty and the geek or w.e thats on all day and everyone leaves and its just me and kelly and i remember about caleb and i get all sad agian and just loose it and we get into another big convo about everything and im crying yet agian. then im fine still drianed of enegry so i tell ron i want to stay in for the day (and im way to moody to go anywhere) so im sitting around my house waiting for stefan to call of turn his phone on an i get a message from him telling me everything thats happend and i get all mad then my mom tells me ms b died (she lives in the house behind me) and now im fucking angry and sad and w.e and i cant get over how much of a fucked up weekend it has been.
how can so much happen at one time...life is just one fucking game and its just always trying to bite you in your ass. but no you cant think about shit like that because good stuff happens. obvious not to the people that deserve it otherwise caleb would be alive, stefans parents would be understanding and ms. b...well i hope she did everything she wanted to do. there isnt enough good in life...people have to go through sooo much shit just to get a couple laughs in the end...then everything gets bad all over agian. everything changes, people, surroundings, plans, everything. nothing will stay put. and i doubt i ranting about nothing... i dont really care i needed to get something out or im gonna explode. well i love all of my friends and i hope all of you know that. because people dont tell eachother that enough. i dont care if we dont talk that much anymore or dont hang out as much as we should i still care about you guys. alright im gonna go do something not really sure yet. byes.
how can so much happen at one time...life is just one fucking game and its just always trying to bite you in your ass. but no you cant think about shit like that because good stuff happens. obvious not to the people that deserve it otherwise caleb would be alive, stefans parents would be understanding and ms. b...well i hope she did everything she wanted to do. there isnt enough good in life...people have to go through sooo much shit just to get a couple laughs in the end...then everything gets bad all over agian. everything changes, people, surroundings, plans, everything. nothing will stay put. and i doubt i ranting about nothing... i dont really care i needed to get something out or im gonna explode. well i love all of my friends and i hope all of you know that. because people dont tell eachother that enough. i dont care if we dont talk that much anymore or dont hang out as much as we should i still care about you guys. alright im gonna go do something not really sure yet. byes.