pluto

[shewasfire]

pluto is one hell of a most deceitful bastard.. in the most honest and direct way possible. everybody needs a slap in the face with one of their addictions. everybody has at least one. i'm definitely into being lazy and avoiding everything. i want to just sit and enjoy my time with myself, all the time, forever. sometimes i feel romantic. sometimes i feel like being alone. sometimes i want to fuck. sometimes i want to be crazy, and frivolous. sometimes i literally just want to avoid the place i am in. sometimes i want to visit and travel elsewhere. sometimes i feel happy and positive, sometimes i feel down and realistic, sometimes i am insightful and thoughtful. most times, i am me. sometimes, i am not me. but i am me.

i must:

yoga more
exercise more
eat much more mindfully
stop screwing around with my reality
find more meaning
build javita
give more
work on my car
stop screwing around though not literally
move on
and live with my cat solo
and maybe have a yard for cat friendly dogs