found grace again
welly well.......
lately i've wanted to talk to jesus more......but I haven't wanted to....so i would try and make myself. and then feel guilty for having to make myself talk to my bestest friend. Finally after a week of such legalistic thoughts and actions I remembered grace. meaning i don't deserve to talk to jesus, even when i am feeling on top of everything, and especially now. so i needed to get over myself , fall down and thank him for 324th chances. He is faithful, and i try. sometimes that has to be good enough,i know He understands and is here.
so yeah. I love Him so much.
I kind of get like his right before summer......all fall i actively want to grow, but then right before dnow and summer, i feel like not doing anything but having a pity party. so yeah. only gin would be reading this, so hey there girl. and even if she doesn't thats ok. sometimes you have to pour out you heart to the void. but ore than that i need to our out my heart to Him.
ill go do that now. thanks for listening void. and gin if you read this, i love you and am praying for you.
-me
lately i've wanted to talk to jesus more......but I haven't wanted to....so i would try and make myself. and then feel guilty for having to make myself talk to my bestest friend. Finally after a week of such legalistic thoughts and actions I remembered grace. meaning i don't deserve to talk to jesus, even when i am feeling on top of everything, and especially now. so i needed to get over myself , fall down and thank him for 324th chances. He is faithful, and i try. sometimes that has to be good enough,i know He understands and is here.
so yeah. I love Him so much.
I kind of get like his right before summer......all fall i actively want to grow, but then right before dnow and summer, i feel like not doing anything but having a pity party. so yeah. only gin would be reading this, so hey there girl. and even if she doesn't thats ok. sometimes you have to pour out you heart to the void. but ore than that i need to our out my heart to Him.
ill go do that now. thanks for listening void. and gin if you read this, i love you and am praying for you.
-me